Apr 30, 2008

这条路上。。

哈哈,有时在想,做人知足常乐真的有这样困难吗?
有些人没有钱也可以活得很快乐,有些人很富裕了却每天面对总总压力,哪儿方面你觉得比较值得?
每个人的想法都不同,所以所要求的也不一样,少要求的人就只要好好过这现在的生活就好,生活比较简单,没有那么复杂,而要求高的人却样样寻求完美,对每一样事情都要管的有条有理的,生活会比较富有挑战性吗?
后者自然受到的考验较大,所以朔造出比较经得起考验的人,严格来说后者也比较能在社会中‘存在’下去,不过这样真的就快乐了?

做人最终的目的到底是为了什么?

受人认同?钱财上的福利?美满的家庭?玩乐上的享受?受人尊敬?做回自己的本分?
一旦达到了这目的有怎样?又有新的要求吗?这次的野心是否会更加大?

人生就像一条大路,间中分叉出许多小路,而每个人都有自己的开始路线,

就这样,大家在一起一直走着走着,有些毫无头绪,有些盲目地走,有些很积极地在走,有些很努力地在活着,有些停在路旁,
有些人便走边看路旁的风景;有些尽量不走回头路,有些在路旁跌断了脚走不动了;有些走的太快而滑到了,等等等。。
而这些滑到的又有几个会自己再爬起来,继续的往前走?
有些人热血沸腾的在奔驰着,周围景物都忘了欣赏,忽略了许多重要的事情。

脚步放慢些看得会比较广吗?

人们就这样走着走,最后都会到达同一个目的地--人生的终点,天神的怀抱。
回首望着一路走来的脚印,谁走得广些?谁走得远些?谁留下的脚印最多?谁留下的脚印最深?
个人认为广,深,会比远,多来得重要些,你觉得呢?
人生自古谁无死,有些人觉得死神是很可怕的动物,有些人却想早些死,而无论是两者之中哪一者,都会有自己的曾经,自己的拥有,自己的梦,感动人心的事迹,
而这些回忆会随着风,慢慢的被人遗忘,随着土被埋在不起眼的地方,或是活在一群人的心里,那些真正关心你的人的心里,这是一件很幸运的是吧,你觉得呢?

Apr 27, 2008

希望

最近,认识了位才郎。虽然我没跟他会过面,也不可能会面,也不希望会面;但我却觉得跟他很近。


我曾经在我第一份舞台剧功课里写了荒谬的故事,故事大概是:‘红色按钮,世界末日,倒数计时’。
主角发现毁灭世界的按钮就在她家的古董钟里头,最终因好奇而按下了‘红色按钮’。结果古钟逆时针而行,世界末日开始倒数计时。于是,他陷入了懊悔,无助。这消息又该怎样处理?

当你看到众人的世界末日时,你该怎么处理?


最后,我把这舞台剧以‘沉默’作为结束。我设计他们把这事情化为不能说的秘密,因为逃避总比了解来得好;快乐地活着,总好过坐以待毙……
然后,主角盖上棉被,与心爱的人携手入眠。
……


结果,老师说我的作品犹如‘荒谬剧场’。=.=;
……


说回 最近认识了位才郎。

我仿佛曾思他所思,他好像懂我,而且他得表达能力比我好千百倍。他说:


假如一间铁屋子,是绝无窗户而万难破毁的,里面有许多熟睡的人们,不久都要闷死了,然而是从昏睡入死灭,并不感到就死的悲哀。现在你大嚷起来,惊起了较为清醒的几个人,使这不幸的少数者来受无可挽救的临终的苦楚,你到以为对得起他们么?”
……鲁迅《呐喊》


他所说的,正如我之前作品所想;他所说的,跟我的结局走势相同……可是,下一句道出:


“然而几个人既然起来,你不能说绝无毁坏这铁屋的希望。”
……

于是,才郎让我知道:自己虽然有自己的确信,然而却不能抹杀希望;因为希望是在于将来。

Apr 23, 2008

灯坏了

灯坏了

时间是很晚了,吃晚餐的人只剩几个,
刚下肚的蘑菇面还在肚里打转,
流浪汉开始讨钱的工作,
回到家,黑漆漆的小房,按了按,
咦?怎么灯坏了?
不知不觉,雨也下了,
天边亮光闪了一闪,
轰隆隆,雷声响起,
房间亮光闪了一闪,
这次没有了轰隆隆,
灯泡找回了原动力,
在这没月亮的晚上,
我的灯还没坏。。

Apr 16, 2008

Suteki da Ne

the volume of this clip is abit low,so do get a good speaker (arrhh) and adjust it to a volume that suits you..

ha don't know why,recently i have the urge to follow Japanese drama series,like those they used to show at 8tv (singapore) last time,but only a few these days,

any recommendation??hehe

ha anyway this song has nothing to do with that drama thing i said just now,just a random song i think is not bad and want to share it with you,er fot those who have no idea..it's a song of the game Final Fantasy 10 (ezra provides this infomation)

i currently don't know japanese so i have no idea what's the lyrics all about (Japannese drama!!),but nvm if got time maybe i can learn from my friends,i know some friends who know Japanese,ha how lucky i am.

forget about the lyrics,the song it self is fabulous,and its high pitches definitely makes many people envy about the singerof the song,bcs it's not easy to reach such a high pitch i think(beutifully i mean hehe),well at least for guys 0.o..

k let's enjoy it,it's a live version,but still it's a good one:

Apr 15, 2008

奇迹

贴着肉体的病床上寒气入骨,
残酷等待的时间继续的跳动,
参杂泪水的眼帘模糊了视线,
柔弱无力的心脏无节奏地跳动,
混乱复杂的思绪仿佛来到了他界,
无情的时间,
让你忘了呼吸的感觉,
微笑已不再挂在嘴边,
害怕的感觉跟着你最爱的人袭到,
希望不再有绝望,
绝望不再有希望,
没有多余的精力去祷告,
只有聆听自己的心跳,
凭着冻结时间的毅力,
防止离别钻心的情苦,
感动,等待奇迹的出现

Apr 13, 2008

弹珠汽水

过去,买了一瓶不属于我童年的玩意儿——‘弹珠汽水’。看了百遍, 始终都没把它打开。买回来之后,
“你不要喝为什么要买?”
我心想:就是想买。
“不要喝就送给别人喝。”
我说:“我买回来摆美的。”
……

虽然它在一些地方多得很,我却觉得它仅有;虽然它便宜,我却觉得它有价值。一直都向往它(迷恋),因为觉得它不是到处都在卖(机缘),因为它在心里有一定的份量(感觉)。
什么份量?说不上。喜欢它什么?不知道,因为我从来没打开过它。它的滋味只是我脑子里所幻想出来的。有多美好,就有多美好;有多恶劣,就有多恶劣。

一直都不愿打开,就怕它不如我想像的美好,就怕它有如我想象的恶劣;就怕它在他开的那一霎那,封闭我的遐想空间……
就算有人跟我说:“它只不过是外表普通,甜甜的汽水罢了!”;我也止不住对‘弹珠’汽水的迷思。有些事,就说不上为什么着迷;有些事,问“为什么”始终没有答案……
……

“你的水放很久了勒,还不要喝啊?等下到期咯。”
“打开?”“不打开”,反复思考……开始觉得自己好笑,干嘛因为一瓶‘弹珠汽水’而庸人自扰。于是,我决定把它收起来,不让他人看见,不在众人面前出现,不让它来煽动我,让它悄悄地变成不提起的事情。

每个人也许都有一瓶‘弹珠汽水’,
一瓶想开又不想开的‘弹珠汽水’,
一瓶想喝又不敢喝的‘弹珠汽水’,
一瓶太多未知的‘弹珠汽水’,
一瓶因为不知处置而绝口不提的‘弹珠汽水’……

如今我的‘弹珠汽水’期限就快到了,它活着的日子也不多了。于是,我又把它再次摆出来,鞭笞自己好打开它。希望它到时没有漏气。在它有生之年打开它,不打开都不知道真正的滋味,反正美好还是恶劣都是种体验……

Apr 11, 2008

something about me

thankyou teddy for tagging me:)

Rules:1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.2. Each player answers the questions about themselves3. At the end of the post the player than tags 5 people and posts their names, than goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they done got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

things I did 10 years ago (March 1998)?
those days I never think too much,probably had a normal school day life of a standard 3 student,learn some languages(chinnese,English,malay),I was a prefect I enjoyed,reporting those who don’t obey school rules to the teacher,it’s fun,I think I went for wushu class at that age,and I start playing ping pong at that time also.My computer basic skill was learnt at that time also..ha over-answered..
things on my to-do list today I don’t have a strict schedule to follow but things that I’d do on normal days are,sleep which is the most important one,I can not do other things without getting enough sleep,I read news paper in the morning to know some current issues,where I should go and where I shouldn’t,what I should aware of,some dos and donts,and some articles that is totally random,watches some tvs and dvds,it’s a very good source to get your ideas and motivation in life,er..and now I got my rubik’s cube already,so I play that sometimes,and due to my lack of skills it takes hours sometimes lol..ohh er I played ping pong just now (set up the ping pong table first,because chiat is coming!!!^^)
Snacks I enjoy popcorn,twiesties and lays potato chips
Things I would do if I were a billionaire
I always dream of having an astronomical observatory,so this will come first.
I want to ensure my family to have a nice,happy and comfortable life,house daily use,studies and leisure.I wanna buy a lot of gaming device ( ps3,wii,xbox360),a good SPEAKER!,computer with big skrin so that I can read a lot of blogs together,travel around the world to many places ( another random stuff:I always wanna participate in the amazing race with my best mate,be cool be slow be smart and be steady hehe)
my bad habits nowsadays like to touch my hair subconsciously,i kinda like to sleep on the sofa in my living room rather than my own room.
not constant sleeping time,I can either be too early ,10 to 11 pm or too late 3 to 4 pm..
not constant eating time,I can eat 2-6 meals a day in random time.
not constant eating amount,sometimes one roti enough sometimes can eat alot!!


me,liang,jashmen,holmes..
*one of my very few pictures taken at camp nasuha..
lol miss the botak head..

places I have lived JB ( moves a few times around jb area)
pagoh (my NS camp)
subang (now!!!for studies)and I think I’m moving this year haha
jobs I've had
sorry none..
got one lar..student..
ok take it as none..zzzz,ohh i'm the driver of my mom and sister sometimes,but part time one haha
*I’m a catcher??lol nvm only few will understand this..people

I tag:
Ezra,Yvonne,Sherlynn,Meeteck,Leong!

Apr 7, 2008

holiday is great!!

the first thing i heard when i sat down in my room,infront of my JB rox computer and speakers is wooooooommmmmmm..the sound of the racing car engine working at it's maximum rate(probably at a very low efficiency since so much noise is produced),the show-off driver is probably a Johor-ian,more specificly,a JB-ian that's when i start to believe i'm back to my hometown Johor Bahru,Johor Darul Takzim..

haha lame enough..
spent half of the day for the transportation,today morning still had breakfast with teck at old town white coffee subang,and now i'm sitting inside my room,mom calling me for dinner,the noises comes from the road,lights from the buildings..

deep breath and fresh air,lucky thing about today is,i did not miss the bus like last time during the CNY,this is a good thing:)

did not have enough time to test my JB-rox speaker,i have to go for diner now,i'm hungry!!!

*sorry for those craps,JB raise my blood sugar,because it's sweet haha

Apr 6, 2008

眼神

眼神

尽可能不从眼神中流露出表情的那种表情,那眼神:

盲目无光,茫然无助。


尽可能不给看着你的人读你心思的那种表情,那眼神:

坚定自若,漠不关心。

尽可能不让人觉得你正在想着某某事的那种表情,那眼神:

笔直空洞,有眼无珠。


尽可能表现得对看着你的人展现出对某样事了若指掌的那种表情,那眼神:

自然得体,亮丽优秀。


尽可能把没有的事想象成真实幻象所展现出来的表情,那眼神:

朦胧写意,若隐若现。


人心难测,眼神中所表达出的意思往往只能当作参考,不能当真。

eat uncle seng!!

for those who don't know what is uncle seng,i find this is funny,haha..

after the lack of sleep yesterday,i don't know why i woke up so early today,9 o'clock,lol probably has something to do with my body clock..


our conversation,chiat and me:

电车风云

电车风云
嘟嘟嘟,电车在轨道上行驶,时不时地下与快车磨擦发出奇卡奇卡的声响,微微摇摆,大片的车窗让我清楚地看见车外景物,啊,马来西亚,我生长的黄土大地,发展的还真迅速,已能看到曙光二零二零,耀过天桥铁路,闪过大厦高楼,射向天空,映入民心,人民快乐,和谐,平安。
丁咚,丁咚,车站一站一站地过,快车一站一站地停。
车还没停,门还没开,外面的弟兄姐妹们,就迫不及待想一股脑地挤将进来,把本来想出去的乘客们都挤到两旁去,进退不得,我们的礼让精神都到了哪里?
车里乘客要下车,车外乘客要进车,有进有出,行得通没?想下车能不能挪个位出来?
老太太老公公脚没力,想坐着,这点不令人担心,民众都还会自动自发地把自己的位让出来,可喜可贺。
车内拥挤,左转不是,向右转,左移不了,向右移,转来转去只能原地自转,日食月食都快出来了,瞥眼一看,告示牌上清楚地写着:“提防扒手”四大字,想起不久前朋友的遭遇,双手不自觉地就塞进了口袋,摸摸电话钱包是否还在,幸好,还在,那贼还没下手,这么一放手就不想拿出来了,还是这样比较安心。
丁咚,门又开了,一个大汉,满身是汗,里不站外不站,就站我前,旁人察觉到气氛不对,味道不对都憋起了呼吸,好闷的感觉,所幸去服兵役时念出的气是派上了用场了。
咦,那边那位兄弟怎么好像在哪儿见过,是了,是兵营的同房。
小心!侧头闪过,才没有被前面仁兄背着的吉他打中。
大马人搭车的公众意识有待改善,尤其是你推我挤的环节,礼让耐心是关键所在,必要的教育是需要加强,灌输公共意识,尽早改善如此瑕疵,相信宏愿二零一定指日可待,大马能!

Apr 5, 2008

who says rubik's cube is hard to find?

ohh,i got my solution already,JB got!!!

thanks to peishi:)

met peishi at sunway pyramid red box last friday,
i recognised her first,then she was like..

"ehh?..kidyie..bon leh."
i was like:"ehh?..kidyie also here o.."

ssi reunion!!!

haha what a coincidence,
never talk for long la,have a short chat and exchange our recent happenings..

then after that,when i came out from the theater,i saw goon!!
he has the artist look,wore a jacket with 4 pockets infront, if i was not mistaken,and a bag beside,with his hair highlighted gold colour,he told me he's doing fine at lim kok wing,and is going to london wor..phewwwitt..congratz to him..

nice and he's into game designing stuff,which is good,so next time i can have free games to play lol,waiting for his 'final fantasy' or even better 'metal gear solid' haha

anyway,it's really nice to meet them again,for so long did not meet liao,but this time special abit,it's not in JB but in KL,which makes me think..hmmm at least i'm not alone in subang ,the feeling of home you know?hahahaha

rubik's cube is not easy to find!!

today is another hang-out day,yes i'm still stuck in subang,don't know how to get out haha..
btw i went out with teck..and basically the main-target for today is to search for the rubik's cube (pic below) as cheap and as solid as possible..
and obviously we're run out of our luck,we went to two of the biggest mall in kl (klcc and times square) but no shop is selling what we want..
cheap and solid remember?
we saw a cube at first at klcc,the puzzle world,but that's not we want,it fufill only one of out principle,and that is solid,but it's not cheap,it costs RM110 nett,and we're like,omg what the hell,RM110 for one colourful,six-sided simple cube?no way man,not a 'man' bargain,i rather buy 10 sudoku books than that..
here's the original rubik's cube pics which we saw at klcc:

*look cool huh?XD

end up reading books at the borders,and i don't know what makes me go straight to the physics department and take a copy of principia of metametica and start reading it,probably something wrong with my mind,and i found it kinda like a great piece of art to me,wonderfully made,coz i can hardly understand it.

and we watched death note the third (L change the world),here's the trailler:


i don't know why and i don't understand,whenever the L appear (especially when he is chewing something),the girls behind and infront of me would keep laughing (hehehehe),woman's nature i supposed haha anyway,nice moive
first time i see the aeroplane just touch the window of the airport rather than just bang into it,because from my experience,if an aeroplane is going to bang into something (in the movie) it's going to bang with a lot of explosion and special effects,or the other way,just stop infront of the thing and do not crash into it,but this time lagi special,it just touch the window,and crack the glass a bit,weird huh?

anyway,the conclusion is i still haven't found my rubik's cube!damn.

Apr 4, 2008

机器人

机器人

Are you a robot or an alien?’cause everybody in this world are one or the other.robot do what they are told,alien on the other hand,do their own thing.—‘heroes’

机器人跟人有什么不同?也许现在的机器人跟人类的差别很大,那以后呢?
机器人,是电视常看到的,金属制的,偶尔电线短路时冒出滚滚浓烟的,比如长得像狸猫的小叮当,比如星际大战里的多功能机器人,没错我说的就是那个,不过这次是来跟人类做个小小的比较,看看人类和机器人的共同点,还有他的好与坏。
机器人就是成天靠着主人改写的程序,依照程序,按部就班地进行着每一个被指令的工作。
人类不也是这样吗?每天见一样的人,每天进行着同一个工作,每天说一样的话,
学生,吃饭了,睡觉,睡觉了,起来上课,放学了吃饭,吃饭了回家做功课,然后又睡觉。。
老师,准备教材了,就到班上去教课,教了课要回到办公室去改作业,改了作业又要回到另一个班上去,把刚刚说过的话,又从新地,从头到尾地说多一遍,如果一天有三班,就要说三次,一天有五班就要说五次,然后回到家吃了饭,又要改学生的作业,几十本一模一样的作业,看了又看,每天都是一样,每年都是一样,重复了又重复,重复了又重复。。
我不知道,这也许是我不写日记的原因之一,因为这样我会重复地写着一样的东西,也许是我的人生没有什么精彩吧,也许是觉得这样未免是有缺豁达之举,摆脱不了过去的‘阴影’,不过这都是借口,其实是我太懒了。。
机器人也是会累的吧,用久了的机器也需要休息,不然会很伤机器的,用不长久。人也使一样啊,长时期投入工作,疲累了对周围事物都爱理不理,忽略就如此如此地产生,对周围事物都冷眼不理,对亲朋戚友也只微笑,打个招呼,跟机器人没什么两样嘛,除了人能笑以外,其它的都像到了家。


他是个机器人?!!


机器人没有表情,也没有感情。人有时也是这样的。有句话,说到钱,不讲感情。不只是钱,想更正一下,说到利益,不讲感情,这是你随时能在你周遭观察到的吧。
人跟机器人一样,都很会算。有时算得比计算机还快,叫精打细算,算得又快又准。
机器人需要修理,人需要教训。不经一事不长一智
如果我一定要做个机器人的话,我想做一个一直在更新程序或软件的机器人!不过我的软件很像很久都没有更新了!
*给自己一段时间,“改写程序”是需要时间的。
*也许我还需要防病毒的保护墙,哈哈
*科技发达,机器人正在迅速进步中,现在的机器人已经开始能和人一样,上楼梯,说话,跑动,再过一段时间,搞不好还能有自己的思想,倒是人类可就遭殃了,可能面临被机器人取代的局面。机器人跟人有什么不同?也许现在的机器人跟人类的差别很大,那以后呢?
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