May 28, 2008

离开

离开那里不知多久了,感觉就像一场梦,虚虚实实,忽远忽近。昨晚,还在那里的一些朋友说今天要去旅行;我们就在想,如果刚认识的我们一起,去应该会很好玩。以前,说我们还太小;现在有点大了,反而更去不了。原来长大后的我们就要分离,以前都不知道,还以为长大了,我们就更能在一起。



开始害怕听你们说那里的改变,因为我以为那里一直没改变,就像我们没改变一样地停留在那里。当你们说起原本很熟悉的字眼:“makmal”,“astaka”、“dewan terbuka”、“moral talk”等,我不知觉得跟着你说;忽然却有一股痛心,因为这些原本熟悉的字眼从我嘴里吐出来却变得好陌生……尤其当你说这些地方已面目全非。“makmal”要被重建为不知多高的新建筑;“astaka”也有了别的处置;“dewan terbuka”也改了名、“moral talk”也已被废除变成无声的历史……你们口中的讯息提醒了我,这一切的改变。我还以为有一天,那里会变成斑驳的建筑物,至少让我们的笑声与记忆还有基地。谁知,不只人走了,连场景也都换了。



不只一个朋友跟我说 “好怀念我们在一起的时光”,我害怕这怀念的感觉。因为当你觉得怀念时便开始想念,想念后却发现记忆已经渐渐模糊,只记得某种氛围与感觉,却记不得细节……这想不起的感觉很可怕,尤其当我开始连一些同学的名字也想不起,我的名字也在那里被抹去一般无力。我好像从来没从那里走出来,因为没去想;想了想,却发觉我们都已经离开;场景变了,我们的角色关系也变了。



想不起过去的我们一起去参观过什么玩意儿;想了很久,好像有一个angsana的书展是全体出动的东西吧;不像现在,动不动就全班出动去这里那里。我们不知觉都有了各自忙碌的生活,以前都一起忙碌;现在反倒是你忙我不忙,你不忙我忙……忙忙碌碌中的我们将继续庸庸碌碌……就这样不知不觉地,离我们的小时候越来越远……

May 25, 2008

something to watch

*well,firstly, i have to declare that i didnot recommend this movies (i haven't watched it anyway),just to mention that it's something that i'd watch in recent time.so pls don't go and watch and come back and tell me:"eh the movie sux,you got no taste at all",that's not acceptable XD hahaha

i did random search on the net and found this two moives that i would like to watch,

one is ''the happening'' the other one is ''someone behind you''--remind me of "jangan pandang belakang" a movie that i watched few months back,and now i heard the director came out with a new movie called congkak,which i don't think i'll watch it.

anyway fortunately the two movies below,atleast one of them you can stream it online,since it's a 2007 movie which is someone behind you,provided your connection speed is okay,(unlike mine,these days cham,the rate of data transfer is in okay state only)

guess that i'll have to watch the happening in the cinema,so i'll ask around for accompany




warning:bloody scence contained

it's a korean horror movie,so i think it'll be quite blooody(based on my experience on the last korean horror moive i watched --to sir ,with love,i called it the rabbit killer,haha..it's nice..lotsa bloody scences inside that makes you hardly forget,so for those who wanna become a doctor or a surgent,start watching them,so you willl become used to it soon.

cheers,and don't hide under the bed after watching the movie,because someone is behind you!!!*wind blow~~0.0

May 24, 2008

Blood+ opening 3 - UVERworld - Colors of the Heart

well as you know there are a few theme songs in an anime,so this is another theme song fo Blood plus,which is different than the one i recommended before.

it sounds good also,let's listen:

and er,this sing actually reminded me of one song that i have long forgotten,which i called it a childhood song,a song that everyone at my age MUST know,or he/she can be considered as no childhood at all (haha,yes?)

let me introduce:


*haha the chorus part sounds damn alike right (tell me no one will disagree with meXD)

XDXD nice songs indeed.

May 23, 2008

well i started another animeXD

just finnished watching final destination 3 with my laptop,which indicates that my network connection speed has gone back to it's normal
this is a good thingXD
so my current DL list is as the following:
Prince Caspian,Bleach,blood plus ( i'm gonna finnish it!!haha),and Indiana Jones


well as mentioned above, i started watching bleach!!
is that a good thing??

it has to be XDXDXD

May 21, 2008

梦想就在前端

梦想就在前端

如果我是一只蜗牛,我会慢慢地往墙上爬,
如果我是只青蛙,我会很有活力地往前条,
如果我是只鱼,我会往我想去的地方游,即便那是逆流也是一样,
如果我是只马我会快乐地往前跑,
如果我是只鸟,我会自由地在天空翱翔,
如果我是只蜻蜓我会轻巧地在湖面上点水,
如果我是只狮子,我会勇猛地在热带草原上稳重地踏步,
我会一直往前走,因为我看到前面闪耀的光,梦想就在手触之处。

大家共勉之~~

There’s always something in front, something that you can’t see it, but you can feel it!

May 20, 2008

external hardisc or my laptop explodes!!!

okay yesterday i went to imbi with my fellow friends aka neighbours (two blocks away) or classmates to the lauyat plaza (still unsure about the spelling) to look for some computer devices..

they are looking for a cooler pad which is the device that only owners who like to pamper their laptop with fans and good air way sysytem will buy it,
so basically that was not my concern , because i have mine alreadyXD

my focus is on a more important thing to me now,i was looking for an external hard disc which is to store all my extra datas (mostly anime and drama songs and clips) in my laptop..
so...eventually i find one at a fair price,a 160GB hardisc with casing for RM220..
haha so now i can download more anime and watch them whenever i wanna watch them,

*ohh ya,i cannot transfer pictures from my HP to my laptop that's why there's only few photo-blogs i'll try to figure out how to solve the problem,so currently i have only this to show you:


*my current addiction,hmmm no, addiction is a bad word,i corrected that,it's my current interest!!
hmm sounds better, cheers^^

May 18, 2008

YouTube - ムラマサ☆ Muramasa☆ SWINGING PV

lol i find this song is rather intersting,and it's like the combination of the 'circus band' and a young little girl vocalist (no offense)
haha just wanna share the song,it's the theme song of japanese anime ''the tower of druaga'',

lol enjoy~~the song -swinging by muramasa..

*
lol the musics makes me wanna dance~~



YouTube - ムラマサ☆ Muramasa☆ SWINGING PV

May 14, 2008

开心地笑吧!

reply to layyen's post 现实

哇,那首《再别康桥》真的给人有种很潇洒的感觉,尤其是最后一段吧。

说到梦想,都说了是‘梦’和‘想’了,顾名思义,那是一个自己很想做但又没有这么容易,或没能在短时间内达成的一个心愿吧,人生中往往梦想都在心中有着一席之位吧,因为梦想就好像一个人生的目标一样,你为自己设下了这个目标,就一定要达成,不过在达成这个目标之前,还有很多小小的任务要等着你去一一把它都完成了,等到最后,才能到达你梦想的终点站,

可能,结果没有你想象中的美吧,可能现实不会有梦境般那样荣华绚丽,可能人生并没有童话故事中那么完美的结局吧,可能现实,没有漫画里那么好的情节吧,可能人类没有,想象画中的那么抽象吧,但是,能追随自己梦想已经够了啊,没有完美的结果,没有美好的下场,没有满意的结尾,但是我们换来宝贵的经验,那段过程可能让我们深刻地体会到,原来,重点并不在结果,原来没有收获也是一种收获,让我们体验到不同的人生滋味,让我们在思想上有所改变,让我们改变我们的人生观,让我们重新认识自己,找回真正属于自己的自己,

现实是残酷的,不过你可以去改变它,因为人能变,物不能变,但人变,事变,一切还是得靠自己去行动改变的。

这样即使梦想没有达成,我们也能开心地笑吧。

May 13, 2008

现实

当你把梦想带来现实,或许你将会眼睁睁地看见它一天一天地枯萎……
现实无法滋养梦想;梦想只灿烂于想象。
现实磨光了梦想;想像原来都跟现实不一样。
梦想与想象落差原来很;梦想与想象落差可以很,只要不存梦想。
现实用许多变卦与愿违编织;无可奈何无法承载梦想。
梦想是脑子神游时所做的想像;遇见现实它可能死亡。
如果还要有梦想,就把它继续布置为脑子神游时旅行的地方。
寻梦?

…………
寻梦?撑一支长篙,
向青草更青处漫溯,
满载一船星辉,
在星辉里放歌。

但我不能放歌,
悄悄是别离的笙箫;
夏虫也为我沉默,
沉默是今晚的康桥。

悄悄地我走了,
正如我悄悄地来,
我挥一挥衣袖,
不带走一片云彩。
……《再别康桥》徐志摩

May 7, 2008

anime blogs

woo..bcs i'm trapped in SJ and being 'lack of informations' for several months,so i really need some reliable sources to update my informations (about everything basicallly) but specially about anime,moives and dramas haha,

that's when this two 'durians from the sky'--(malay--durian runtuh) drop infront of me,

guess what..

eh.two anime blogs,owned by my friends Ezra and Andrew!!!
woo got lotsa shows that i wanna watch,but i have to control myself and wait until my As exam is finnished,i think only at that time, i can fully enjoy my anime and drama..haha
thanks guys~~
here it is..


Ezra's anime blog


Andrew's anime blog

May 6, 2008

新体验

新体验





look closer~~XDXD

花点心思想想,偶尔做一些之前没做过的事情,何尝不是一种新的体验?
这样人生过得会不会有趣,刺激些。
未知的东西总是令人动心啊,尤其是充满好奇心的人。
现在这么一想,会不会觉得有好多东西都没做过呢?
勇于尝试,并努力去寻找吧。

May 4, 2008

YouTube - Aozora No Namida - Takahashi Hitomi

heeya,video blog time,

this is the song from japanese anime--blood+,i haven't watched it but plan to watch the full anime simply bcs this song sounds cool,and the mv looks cool ha,

May 3, 2008

想做但是没有做的事

想做但是没有做的事

如果给你一张纸和一支笔,要你把你在近五年内想做但由于某种原因没有达成的事情例出来,你能写出多少个?
会很多吗?还是没有?
个人觉得自己没用的地方就是把时间耗在有事没事的小地方上,并没有把握手上的机会,对于手头上的事情,不是没有做好就是白白让手上的机会流失掉
为什么这么说?

因为,如果要我把我想做但没有做的事情例出来的话,那可能会是蛮多的。
一旦机会错失了,就没有从来的余地,这是很残酷并没有什么遗憾可言的,能做的只有低头接受它,让后才抬起头,继续往前走。

“一个没有把眼前的事情做得尽善尽美的人,根本没有谈论梦想的资格。”

你又是怎样的呢?也在为梦想奋斗着吗?

May 1, 2008

不同的地方

不同的地方

走在不同的地方,让我发掘了另一个星球的自己,
感觉身体好像不再属于自己的,把心灵上的感想都集中在这新的地方,
从大城市到乡间情怀,从市内到户外,
不同的人,不同的时空,
让我看到不同的世界,
看到镜子里不一样的自己,
世界在改变着吗?
我在改变着吗?
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