Jun 30, 2008

东风

至少贴一次帖吧.虽然说是根据我对学海以前一篇文章的印象改写的.

街道.一盏煤灯闪烁不定,忽明忽暗。离愁.苦涩的滋味,若合若离。
徒剩我孤单伫立在窗头前。无法回头.沉浸在回首,枯黄记忆中的你还没离我而去。走出门后,一切皆茫然。旧地重游,物是人非,你已不在我身旁。残留.你的发香在月华中,在孤寂的夜里。圆月.显得我更寂寞,连那在夜半守着微弱残存烛火的行人亦不忍苛责我。

漂泊.一壶壶陈酒却难入喉。你走之后,微醺的我唯有浪迹天涯,试着忘却你的身影。藉着酒暖,希望一解思念之情,然而回忆浮现心头,对你的思念,不曾消瘦下来。年华似水向东流,失去的过往,已无法寻回。花开一次成熟.这一刻.我却错过了。

顾盼间.遥闻琵琶声奏曲东风破。岁月无情,墙上的记忆碎片片片剥落,呈现在眼前的是共有的回忆。犹记得初遇那年.我们都还很年幼.你的笑容早已在我心中留下跃动的音符。惊醒.潸然泪下。幽幽琴声响起,含怨缠绵。仿佛昔日.你为我弹奏的琴声。年复一年的等侯,日复一日的泪语,原来.你都没听说过。并不恨你毫不留恋,只怪我郁积难断的,如花恋蝶的眷恋。

琴声.节节触动伤心事,泪痕不曾干。枫叶缓缓飘落.被尘封以久的未完故事已染上陈色,我看透了结局,明白此情永无圆满之期。篱笆外的蜿蜒古道,有过我牵着你的小手走过的足迹。在这荒烟漫草的年头,为什么连分手也那么地寂默无言。

Jun 25, 2008

篮球场





阿翔是个热情的人,
他老爸很关心地说:
‘到了热浪只要注意三件事,一是要避免被珊湖割伤,二是避免与水母接触,三是不能被海胆的毒刺给刺到.’
我们对望几眼,微笑~~

平常的我,到了篮球场,一定会第一个拿球上篮,但那天我却起了爱拍照的心,
东拍一张西拍一张,
朋友说:
“哎,你还在做什么?快来打球~”
我说:
“我又不是来打球的,我是来旅行的啊~” *表示旅者的愉快心情

大伙儿都笑了~
表情像是说,'~~欢迎光临吉兰丹~~'

Jun 24, 2008

random updates (As hol break)


WANTED:this dog is aggresive~~
*damn i got his attention again~~
super dog that bites me alot!!it actually step on my head while i was sleeping on chiat's bed




baskeball-ers in kelantan

woo wat a pretty holiday...spent lotsa time on friends,trying to find a balance,and would like to spend more time on my own family,maybe after tmr outing,--which is to our neighbour country--singapore,with ley and heng.*last minute heng told me suria is coming as well

places i went:

taylor's Alevel prom night--haha the food are nice but the speakers are too soft,the volume is not high enough to raise my adrenaline~
kelantan-woo very nice,this is my first time,knew some friends there,the people are kind,the beaches are beutiful,the temples(wat) are peaceful and quiet,overall,life over there is simple.
redang-woo very nice also,enjoy the beutiful scenary of the beach,and the night sky is just great,not too cloudy:D hehe and had a great time with all the pm16 mates:P
shopping mall(terbau city mall,city square,tcm,cs,tcm,cs,tcm.the store 0.o...)

recent movie i watched:
someone behind you--bloody and doesn't make sense
the incredible hulk--er..not very keen in this kinda action movie,but the action scence is good but my phy lec is gonna has lotsa comments about it,illogical~~
get smart--funny:D
the happening-impressive at first but suck in the end,overall okay but lack of sincerity XD



trying to act cool~~

recent food i ate:
home cook breakfast (i skip this)
home cook lunch (100% nutritious and healthy,a good start for the day,since i wake up this time) home cook dinner (much better than AC's food)
*i never eat out these days except for popcorn,
good boy hehe



i got it from toy'rus not tat ex,but still ex,half tank of the petrol of my car zzzz

money i spent for:
in Kelantan and redang:
T-shirts (bought one in cherating as well)*din get to buy kelantan one~~
drinks
taxi

in JB:
petrol
movies
parking
kingsurf (cyber cafe)
rubik's cube
guitar (getting:P)
violin(maybe:P)

hehe~~ms charmaine,me during prom night~~

things i enjoyed in JB:
my speaker
make noices in the cinema
food!!!
staring at the petrol meter (it raises my adrenaline)


things i gained:
weight (good good hehe)
experience--travelling alone and try not to be too emo at the same time lol,respect the power of the nature (the sea,the tree etc XD)
friends--wow kelantan punya basketball players not bad hehe

p/s: layyen,starfish can eat u believe ar hehe

*rest in peace grandma,love ya forever
忠心的祝福,愿您在天界活得一样快乐

Jun 20, 2008

pm16's blog

Although it's like only half year left,a bit too late lar haha,but since Sherlynn suggested the blog,
so kindly go there and support,drop aa comment or something,it won't hurt hehe


enter pm16

Jun 16, 2008

虚空

在作业应接不暇的当儿;回光返照,选择浑水摸鱼,观看俗套+老套的连续剧。
俗套+老套剧情=讲述老婆变成了典型的家庭主妇(简称黄脸婆);老公在外头偷腥。老公对老婆愧疚,试图找回‘感觉’,却还是徒劳……然后继续进行婚外情、挣扎着要离开老婆;因为他觉得他不爱她了。老婆真的离开了他,他又悔不当初……
虽说俗套,但它还真的是在我们的周边发生;我的身边发生。我从来都没有质疑过她的人格,我觉得感情这种东西,两情相悦,谁也没有办法勉强。男人在外捧场作息,搞得两头不到岸;自食其果。我对他们,从来没有表态过。第一,我不具影响力;第二,这种事情是既没有理论又自相矛盾;第三,我不支持倒也不必要加重她的心灵负担。
在现实中保持缄默的我;看连续剧时,却会气到牙痒痒。
话说回“他不爱她,决定面对彼此的空虚,选择离开”;这让我想起鲁迅的《伤逝》。故事说到:
一对青年同居以后,生活起了变化。他们以前都还是两个人,后来成了一家人。
同居后,男生开始觉得女生不再是从前好学上进的小女孩,而是“为着阿随(宠物狗)而悲愤,为了做饭而出神”的主妇。没了理想抱负,消磨了斗志,只知沉浸于安宁与幸福之中。
再加上男生遇到了失业危机,他发现女生不在是一个无畏女生……男生开始觉得,倘若他一个人,倒也不必感到那么压迫,也不必面对这般空虚的负担。
他觉得新的希望只在于他们的分离;他希望她离开,甚至幻想她的死。
最后,男生坦诚承受不了空虚的负担。他告诉了女生,他不再爱她。
兜兜转转,终于如愿。女生不告而别。后来他也听说,她真的死去。
这一切让他换来了更大的空虚。
“我用真实去换来的空虚存在”。
“然而现在呢。只有寂静和空虚依旧,子君却绝不再来了,而且永远地,永远地!……”
……鲁迅《伤逝》

这样的悲剧,是因为自己的懦弱与自私吗。空虚,也只不过是自身的怯弱。

Jun 11, 2008

珍惜小谈

珍惜小谈

哈哈,这里做一个小小的分享,
最近受到一则手机简讯,简讯是要传达端午节的祝福,它是这样说到的,
请你吃个粽子,成份:一百巴仙纯关心,配料:健康,快乐,耐心,宽容,坦诚。
保存方法:珍惜。
哈短短一则简讯,我以前也曾收过类似的简讯,但就是没有想到当中所要表达的真意,或在祝福语后面藏着的道德价值观。
保存方法:珍惜
当我了解到其中的意义的时候,我的回讯很简单,就只有几个字,:多谢,我会珍惜~
当刻,我很开心,并坦诚的回了他。
珍惜~~
人人都知道,这是个褒义词,也就是好的字,小学道德老师也常强调的一个词,
但是知道,跟了解或明白是两回事。
珍惜,是人往往在拥有某样事物时,常常会忘记或忽略的事。因为拥有,没有意识到它几时会消失,几时会失去它。
另外,最近我遇了个人生小插曲,能当个例子来看。
就是,我的网络服务故障了好几天,由于本人的主要娱乐来源,资讯来源,社交来源,都得通过网络进行,所以网络中断的前几天,不免有些不惯,想尽了办法还是修不好,最后索性就直接到学院的电脑室去上网。
哈哈,听起来没什么,但这件小事却也让我更深一层了解到珍惜的意义。
平常,当我的网络通畅时,我怎会想到要大老远跑到学院去,有多不便啊,不过一直到我失去了个人房里的网络服务,才懂得珍惜,原来之前一直没有发觉到,房里有网络服务是多么方便的事情啊。
直到失去了,才懂得珍惜原来当时拥有时的好和快乐,
我举出的例子还为小事,大事来到却没有珍惜就不太值得了。
就希望大家能够珍惜所有,不只为自己而活,为大家而活吧~~
Gambateh neh!! XDXDXD

*typed at home, transfered through pendrive, published at college,the web

Jun 4, 2008

some thoughts about blood+


Well,as Ezra requested for my thoughts about the blood plus series in my comment box,i shall answer him when I have got time,and the time is now!!
Ha thanks Ezra,I forgot who’s the one recommended me the anime,or I dig it out my self somewhere in the internet,but anyway it’s nice^^

Well,actually I finished it quite some time ago if you haven’t noticed,and continued with others anime (probably those you mentioned in your blog eg.vampire knight,nabari no ou,nodame cantabile swt=.=),so probably a big chunk of synopsis of blood plus I ‘ve forgotten lol,but I’m still quite clear about the main theme,which is the killing power of two types of blood of Saya’s or Deva’s, and the pursue of freedom by the sif, and the loyalty of a chevalier to his host..

To me,if you asked,it’s probably another idea that the author got from his nightmare, simple and straight forward, mixing of two types of blood can kill somebody ,it’s like something we learnt in our science ,A blood rejects B blood ,O blood rejects all the other types of blood ,and more specifically it’s the only way to kill Saya and Deva ,well Deva. So it’s kinda special~~

The fighting style is intense ,smooth but short ,I like the shield that Haji used as a weapon ,heavy but solid ,the background song needn’t I mention is soothing and sad,but nice^^,and I especially like the idea that the man transforming into a chavalier ,it’s cool,(but wth??!! Amshel was a lady??huh~~??) the camera angle well handled, the sound effect --sword fighting ,sif’s dash sound effect ( I still can remember the sound when a vampire bites ,it’s like biting on an soft apple) is good ,the setting, paris , japan, the ship, underground etc ,and I like the story of the sif—a lonely creatures with sad past and ending (death with THORN all over your body is a painful thing) and Irene is cute XD, well overall it’s very good anime ,just that I really don’t like Deva’s voice and her singing lol

Looking for the next season,if got!
Nankurunaisa~~lol
*what do you think Ez?




Ezra's thoughts about Blood+:

Well, I'm sad to say that there probably wont be a new season. 50 episodes is nearly one years worth of anime, thats 4 seasons.Anyway, I liked the way it ended, giving some hope for the future but at the same time giving closure to the series. Since I followed it through every episode week by week, the journey was incredible and each part of the story brings out the struggles of the cast.

The schiff's story was really sad and even though only Lulu survived, it shows that there was still hope for them.Saya, Haji and even Diva's stories were really sad. You could really see the reason they turned out so differently; Saya who lived a life full of love and Diva, who lacked it. Haji was also an example of someone who loved Saya alot but couldn't bring her happiness. Really good drama.The ending was really sad, all Diva (thats how her name is spelled XD) really wanted was real love, not the love that her chevaliers gave her out of obligation, and even though she 'killed' Riku to have a family, her death was really sad. I think in the end no one really won.

One problem I had was that Saya was too weak most of the time, she could only jump high towards the end of the series and the only time she had her full powers was in the second last episode (when she could dash). Although, I could understand that by refraining from blood she would be weaker.Kai, David, Okamura (the reporter), mao, Julia, Lewis, Moses, Diva's chevaliers, the schiff. All of them were very great side characters which added alot to blood+.

So, this is probably why blood+ still remains as one of my favourite anime (out of 100+).Aiseh, type too long again! Anyway Bon, Haji was using a cello case as a shield lah! xD

p/s: extracted from the comment box XDXD

Jun 2, 2008

Jun 1, 2008

离开,新的开始

离开,新的开始
Inspired by layyen ’ s post 离开
开始,
小学,
一切都开得那么突然,好像什么事都已经注定了似的,没有特别的安排,没有精密的考量,就是由那股力量牵引着我的道路,
无端端的我就坐在四校(我曾就读的小学)的其中一间课室里;记得,门外站着许多关心子女的家长们,由于当时一年级,害怕子女年幼适应不来,索性就在旁陪伴;所以我第一次上学的前几天,门外都是站满家长的,不过,我左看右看,都看不到我妈妈的影子,可能她刻意不让我看到,可能她已经离开了,不过无论如何我都只到其中的用意,就是让我好好地学习独立。
中学,
初中,
那时,可以说是人生的小转变吧,第一次接触许多的吗来教师,第一次要以马来文来上课,周会啊,报告啊,都是以国语来进行的。由于身受华文教育长大,所以开始时会有些不惯,老师说的话三句捉不到两句地,记得第一次考试时,我是去到学校才知道的呢(完全没有在听老师说话嘛=.=),不过在这种全新的环境,让我有新的经历,过了不久,也就适应过来了*丽艳,是那时候认识你的吧,哈哈,本人爱称--BON,也是当时的马来同学取的,一直用到现在呢
高中,
高中时期我拿了理科,有物理,生物,和化学,也是在那时起,才有这个缘分跟科学有了初步的接触,自那时起我的人生就跟科学有了联结,对科学产生了兴趣,特别是物理,因为它像拼拼图一样,一块一块地把整个宇宙的秘密拼合起来,慢慢地把世界的真相带给了人类。
*不过相当天文学家的梦想还是在那之前的事,在了解了一些基本的物理过后,那梦想简直就住在我的心里了!
从小学到中学吧,当中发生了许多事,短言说不尽,喜怒哀乐,千奇百怪,各种各样都有,当中的面对的问题`障碍,都给了我人生很多的启示,它指引了我的道路,一路上东走西拐,当中的学习过程,得来的宝贵经验是金钱无法衡量的
慢慢地,我长大了,似乎离开了许多事物和人,朋友的大家庭都打散了,大家分道扬镳,各往各自的梦想前进,为自己的人生大道铺路,有的还在和我保持联络,有的却没了联系
希望他们没有这么容易就把我给忘了吧
活在别人的心里是值得庆幸的
‘曾经’,在‘离开’后会被淡忘,不过‘情谊’二字已刻印在心里了



或许离开意味着新的开始吧~~
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