Nov 17, 2008

人类·材料

当一个不能掌握自己生命时,就像是任人宰割的动物一样,一车一车地被推去;然后,血脉被扎上一针又一针;身体被贴上心电贴子,等待成为手术台上的材料。
在那里工作的人,是否对生命已经有了另一种解读。生命对他们而言、人类对他们而言、肉体对他们而言,是否已麻木?
在车上的人,毫无反抗的能力,只是离天花板很近,只是离生死很近。完成了作为材料的角色后,又一车一车地被推进另一个空间,搁浅着,等待还魂。


意志力始终可以控制人,不管你当时是否还有知觉;先前下的决心就是你搏斗着的意志力。在我睡去之前,我就一直告诉自己要快点起来,于是我比预计得早被吵醒。就像是你告诉自己明天不能迟到一样,就会睡到一半被吓醒。原因也是另外一车的Madam Lam怎么都不愿意起来,就一直听到护士吼叫:Madam Lam, Madam Lam,不要睡了,开眼睛~~~那些护士的叫声真是毁坏了护士的温柔形象。于是,Madam Lam没醒,Miss Ding却被吵醒了。可见我真的不喜欢别人在我睡觉时打搅我。


总觉得思维与记忆在麻醉药的‘熏陶’下会每况愈下。我听说一个人被全身麻醉一次,记忆力与细胞就会跟着退化与死去一些;以此类推。虽然说我在课本上没听过这种理论,却开始相信这种传说。


医院是一个住着很多天使的地方,笑容与安慰就是一种最佳的良药。我一直都觉得在医院的护士与医生都很能给人安慰。就像真的天使一样,在你最脆弱的时候,为你减轻痛苦;他们的姿态总是很低,没有脾气,没有怨言;总是在耳边为你加油,照顾你。就算你很邋遢、你很恶心、你很难看、你很麻烦、他们的笑容从来没有犹豫过。


虽然我爱暗地里骂医生是吸血鬼、医院地下钱庄,却还是禁不住崇拜他们……

22 comments:

- p c b o n - said...

嘿,丽艳,怎么整篇文看来看去都好像是在描写住院一样,有护士啊,麻醉啊,什么的,都没事吧?

Teddy said...

layyen,

u fainted?

btw, ur point of view about medical professionals is a tad bit over idealistic again..

u study journalism wan izit? should be more objective la, im working in a hospital environment, n let me tell u, it aint as pretty as u think, i've heard doctors complaining about taking patients, they say they lazy wana treat patients, nurses oso..

so u said "no complaints"?? hehe... u just dun realize the scene behind the curtain.....

hope u r ok..

layyen said...

bon,我没事了;)出院了,病假中。。觉得有精神就随想而写。。没想到我的“随想而写”会惊动到人,especially,不知情的angelin...(@.@)。。。

teddy,当然有好有坏,看你去哪家医院,看你遇到哪些医疗团队。不要一竹竿打翻全船人啦;我知道你很爱戳破“美好的假象”,但相信我还分得出真诚与虚伪。我觉得这次的医疗团队很好,收费也“很好”;(。。但我还是相信有伟大的医护人员存在。我觉得想当医生还有护士的人,应该是立志于救人/关怀人,而不是说,“因为我家人想要我当”,“因为我的成绩很好”,“因为可以赚很多钱”。。。
*我不是晕倒。。im okay now..thx

- p c b o n - said...

哦没事就好,好好休息吧~
哈哈~今天我有好消息和坏消息,两个都关于到考试,
坏的是,我竟然在最后分钟把对的答案改成错的~
太大意了~好的是,我剩下最后一张paper就free了哈哈~
祝你早日康复~

Teddy said...

layyen,

i din say all of them r evil ah, im just telling u the reality.. some of them reli just like wat u said become doctor becoz father mother say wan, etc etc stupid reasons, so now work in hospital complaint this n dat, say dun like treat patient blah blah blah, somemore scold supervisor for giving them too many patients.. sigh....

u take care yea...

Teddy said...

pcbon

dont worry, just concentrate on the remaining one..

jia you... best of luck yea...

layyen said...

bon...你的坏消息真是令人心痛~~~~~过去我也试过,结果后来选择不改答案,结果改才是对的。所以后来我的结论是,反正我应该是不会的,所以如果对了就赚到,错了就本来都是会错的;)。。你的好消息足以消灭坏消息,加油。。你的“春天”来了。。。哈
我的能量开始恢复了,早日康复中……:)

teddy,想到A他们,我只想说:做别人要自己做的人,不如做自己想要做的人。。。不然不会真正快乐~~

Teddy said...

Layyen

U shud say this"我只想说:做别人要自己做的人,不如做自己想要做的人。。。不然不会真正快乐~~" to Bon, coz he duno wat course to choose..

hehe..

anyway, i said the same thing to some juniors last time, they told me "I got straight A's wor, if I don't choose medic, then choose what, the other courses seems like lower level, no need straight A oso can study"..

how to response? hehehe..

angelin said...

haha...layyen dun waste sooooo much energy here lah, go sleep more and rest well k...
get well soon then we can go night safari okay! I signed up edi ya...and BON too!!wahahahahaha
*wink wink*

layyen said...

teddy...“做别人要自己做的人,不如做自己想要做的人”是有前提的,就是自己已经懂自己要做什么。我越说越乱-.-;不说了。。。

agelin...haha..no worry..i wun simply waste my energy..i talk when i got extra energy;)haha.shall we think a place nicer than night safari;night safari not the best choice...haha.
*how come u help bon sign up???..*wink wink*

-pcbon- said...

teddy>
ya student nowadays do think like that..
"if i get sr8 As"
means i do doctor course.
one of my friend said this: "i din noe what to do b4 until i got my result"
haha he meant he wanna be doctor bcoz he got good result..
no wrong about this though,to aim for higher goal.
to me if are qualified for something that is not easy to achive,why not give urself a chance and try the subject ,maybe u'll like it:D

layyen>
agree with u about the statement..
not tat we don care about what other feel.
we care about their feeling and at the same time,be ourself :)
"double win"
=.=|| shuang ying

angelin>
lol ya lo, i haven't said i wanna go then u book for me liao?
btw recently sg there got one worker died killing by three white tigers le,is it safe there?
haha

Teddy said...

bon,

dats how u think?

I dun think a job which involves the life of others is dependant on str8 A's instead of passion & interest...

frankly, i dislike such attitude, straight A means take medical course becoz medical course equals tough course and it is same status as straight A??? hmmm... dun agree...

but then, i dun wan argue wif u.. nanti gaduh.. hehe...

i shall say I agree to disagree with your opinion...

cheers...

- p c b o n - said...

teddy>
haha everyone has their right to choose their career la..
if they fall..try again lo..
not that will affect others in some way :D
as soon as he noes what he does
that's the thing that's matters
cheers:D

Teddy said...

bon,

medicine is not about one person choosing his own career path based on his results. but its him devoting his life later in helping others in their clinical matters..

so its not just them making their own choice lor... their choice will affect others too in the long run...

they do have their right to choose wat course they wana go into, but their job is involving others... thus they shud be responsible..

its not about them falling later or not, its about them failing others trust in the long run, try imagining u being ill n u met a doctor who has str8 A but duno wat his doing.. he got no passion in his job, treat u very cin cai.. is dat a doc u want? Str8 A without passion? thats wat i mean, i've seen quite a few of such doctors since i work in a hospital lab...

Anonymous said...

teddy>
actually being responsible or not on their doctor career is one thing,having chance to get to study doctor programme is the other thing.

obviously once u r a doctor u have to take good care of your patient.
but what u saw is otherwise i noe..

but our concern here..
As student. choose to study doctor is it right or wrong..
one shud not say ohh u has less interest to become a doctor so if u become a doctor just bcz u get good result,U R wrong/ u r indecisive..

not that way..
once shud have the open mind that.
maybe if they choose this path,they can get to know better,ohhh life as an doctor is like that..
icic if they like it,just continue lo,if not,(note:what i meant 'fail' above--fail to choose the right path)
yea then tehy cant blame on others that's their choice..

that's all..
about choosing a career..
not about start working liao..
that's another problem.
:D
cheers

for every humans reaction,there's a reason behind it..
so instead of trying to see people's mistakes or bad sides,we try to understand them,why do they react so..?
why they dont treat people the way u think they should..
this is a serious questions to think about*

this is also a way of forgiving

-pcbon-

Teddy said...

-discussion on the topic ended-

obviously we have different views..

-pcbon- said...

nvm take it as a reference ba either of us can be right in some way..
in the future when we have diff view,make look at this differently
cheers
*and when r u free yea?only saturdasy and sunday ka?

angelin said...

Hahaha...dun worry!!! Not the tigers' fault ya...is the person gila one, he went in to the cage and let the tigers eat him one!hahaha

so set ya! lets go anywhere!hahaha

layyen said...

忽然想说,热忱(passion)真的很重要……我不知道热忱可不可以培养。但是,一个人一定会随着时间改变,热忱也可能会转变,因为“现实”……同时,人也可能对本来没兴趣的东西莫名地崇拜……只能说人类是万种可能的动物(@.@)想太多不如套nike的话"just do it!"...haha...抱着热忱去做想做以及决定好要做的“大事”……

angelin~~~~~~~so sorry.....i found tt i type ur name as "agelin"...=.=; paiseih~~~haha..
*你们两个放假了,也不要酱子刺激我这个没大假的人~~~('.')....

-pcbon- said...

well that worker was said to be accidentally "drop" into the cage..
while otheres tot that it's a circus show..
until they realise something wrong.
haha some toursit tried to throw stuff at the tigers but it's too late..
so now they close the white tiger area first don noe whther reopen d or not.. u better check that if u wanna see white tigers..

btw when u girls going lol~?

Teddy said...

he jumped, suicidal..

-pcbon- said...

ohh i din noe that..
i tot it's an accident~

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