Dec 25, 2008

是谁把恶魔召唤到这里?

是谁把恶魔召唤到这里?

开始发觉到作家真正的使命,不必最美的词句,他们把真相都写了出来。
偶尔的牺牲是必要的,
文学的牺牲品,他们是经历过的人~
要知道很多阻力都能使他们停笔,理由比促使他们动笔的来得多。


恶梦,是什么样的感觉?
你追我逃~
是谁把恶魔召唤到这里来?
根本都没有心思去想这种问题,那时想的只有逃~

醒来时,心里还扑通扑通地跳,像是吃完寿司残留在嘴里的那丝鱼腥味~
我告诉我自己,
这,就是害怕的感觉~

也许选择被惊醒是一种逃避的做法,人类的心是很懦弱的吧,看起来强悍的人也一样,心底深处,还是会害怕再也醒不来,

还是会忘了微笑~


难道乐观也能在绝望时被遗忘,总觉得勇气这个时候是不会到来的~
能得到亲友的鼓励是件很舒服的事,自少知道自己不是孤单的~
就一个微笑也行~

恶梦跟真实原本只差一线,没有人知道它会几时搞混在一起,到时要分开来就比较困难了~

我只能说,准备有这一天的倒来~
心里也一样,外在也一样,
这种追逐战像是永无止境的黑夜,没完没了~
而我们的任务,就是找到那永恒的光~



*merry x'mas everyone and a happy new year :D
speical thanks to Mr.nightmare for waking me up in the middle of night,
till now,i still feel he is wandering nearby,dare to say:"catch me if you can" at this point? haha i hope i'm that brave~

thx for reading~ haha

Dec 17, 2008

My Yuna .live version ~~~~(/*0*)/


Jeanette Aw as Yue Niang

FACT1:
one thing about JB, we are near enough to receive SG's broadcasting signals~:)
Note:we use the same size of receiver,not that giant size or something")

you heard of the little nyonya
well a SG drama,that's it~
theme is about "orang peranakan aka nyonya" found in our country,mostly Melacca.
the trailer:



FACT2:
ha if asked to relate this drama to Final Fantasy X-2,what do you think?
hehe this is what i think,i'll let the picture do the talking:



:)~~
*welcome back Ley~XD

Dec 16, 2008

1000words = talkative?

this song is from FFx-2,1000words:


"even if we are tore apart,our feeling will unite us" Lenne's thought about shuyin (the guy that looks like Yuna's lover----tidus,but not tidus,complicatedXD)


Lenne (someone hiding in Yuna's heart) and Yuna

Paine:"the things we want to say most are usually the hardest to say."
well from what i understand,1000words = words that Lenne wanted to tell Shuyin 1000 years ago,but for some reasons,she didn't.
And that's what makes yuna busy (*0*)
she needs to find shuyin,pass him Lenne's words.
which according to Paine:" i love you" ~~~(/*0*)/
anyway..it's complicated~~

happy holiday guys~~

Dec 14, 2008

果汁(二)

果汁(二):

每杯果汁都有自己的口味,

有时甜,有时苦,

而真正能品尝出味道的是满满品尝的人~

人生短暂,满足现有的,苦也能变成甜~

*赶快让这果汁论停止吧~~/*0*/

Dec 13, 2008

洗发水 (shampoo~~)

洗发水

选择洗发水时,不单只看包装,凭感觉~

像是选药一样,挑剔,也对症下药~

适当的酸性,适当的刺激性,

减少对头皮的损坏,有效清除油质,

头发才会依然光彩,存保湿度,柔和健康~


我们走在路上,时常都面对要做出选择的时候,

选择不需要很独特,只要适当,简单的选择也能带来快乐~


*喂,我不是在打洗发水的广告,不过如有机会,倒是不介意hehe~

ha this random video has (totally) nothing to do with the post above,or you are imaginative enough? hehe

Dec 12, 2008

Is it a dream or is it not?

Fayth: "Yes, you're a dream of the fayth. You, your father, your mother, everyone. All dreams. And if the fayth stop dreaming..."
Tidus: "No! So what if I'm a dream! I... I like being here."
Fayth: "We've been dreaming so long... we're tired."

Fayth: It may look like him, but the real Shuyin died long ago. Even after a thousand years, his hate and misery linger on. His feelings grew so strong, they began to act on their own... Eventually, they became a shadow - a shade that wants only to vanish


in black: copied from some FF forum ( FF x , i suppose:) )

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Just like the faith said:” our dream will vanish.”

Muechen:”we are all connected.”

Muechen:”they may yet to be a way to reunite with those who have gone.”

Yuna:”what?”

Paine:”watch what you’re saying.”

Muechen:”forgive me.consider it the ramblings of an old man.”


in purple: extracted from FF x-2~


真的有能和故人相聚的办法吗?

如果有,谁又会不想知道~


果汁

果汁

要做一杯营养保留的鲜果汁,

首先需要的是一台好的果汁机,

将新鲜的水果倒入,

按上开关,

喀啦,喀啦,喀啦..’

水果精华融合在一起,

喜欢喝甜的朋友能加糖,

喜欢喝淡的朋友能加水.

人生,

不也是一台果汁机吗,

选择怎样的水果,选择加糖还是加水,

最后搅拌出的果汁,

是甜也可能是酸,

决定权在于喝果汁的人~


*嗯,就让我返老还童一下吧~

Dec 11, 2008

wakka (HE's not wakakakaka)

“Everybody wants a happy ending , so they write their own happy ending.”modified from Final Fantasy,said by Wakka,Yuna’s ex-guardian~and also ex-blitz ball player,going to be a father soon:).

“if we die trying to save some memories,we losing them all.” Said Wakka.

“but, what if it’s a very important memory?”said Rikku.

“memories are nice,but that’s all they are,an Al Bhed saying yea.”Wakka.

“memories are just memories.”

Current standing: 45% done

Yuna:white mage-mastered-now she can cast "full life","esuna", "full cure"and "reflect" (what you might need for a enduring boss fight)

Rikku:thief (to be mastered)

Paine:gun mage (stuck at 86% for the reason unknown@#@#@)

And my Paine got a new dressphere ,which gave her a new job~!!!

A berserker ~!!!--fighting style: punching (a little like the job monk in the previous FF-series)

Angry job for my cool Paine~~

cheer up Leblanc, Nooj is not everything XD

Dec 9, 2008

思想变换~

思想变换~

引用“人是会变的”这么一句简单话~

人是会变的~

变的是什么?

变成另一种动物吗?变成另一个种族吗?

目前还没有这个可能性~

“People who know to change are people who truly know happiness” modified from Final Fantasy. Said by a wise old man.

具体的看待的话,“变的”可归类于两种,(一)外在的变化(二)内在的变化

外在的变化往往有内在的变化左右~

是一个过程~

是个日积月累在内心,然后由某种因素,突然发生的一件事情~

突然被释放了~

比喻成一粒气球的话,累积的过程就是气球在膨胀,发生的瞬间就是气球一下子泄气的瞬间~

是非常自然的~

眼睛是心灵之窗,我们看的,会被头脑记录下来,好像录影一样,在往后的日子随时会被播放出来,要知道除了用“眼”看,我们的“脑”也是可以看东西的~看了多几遍,我们就开始相信了~~

对,不管是对或错,我们相信了

很自然的,潜意识下,我们相信了~

这也是人类之间的奥妙,两个人之所以会不同,是因为他们看的东西不同,经历的东西不同

相反的,两个人之所以会有行为上的类似是因为他们看的东西类似,听到的类似,经历的类似~

每个人,生在不同的家庭,有不同的背景,有不同的父母,教育~

在不同的地方,受到不同的待遇,遭到不同的遭遇,他们看到的,感受到的,也会不同,相信的也会不同,心中的那把尺也会不同,人生观也会不同也会带来不同的人生~


思想拥有能造就/摧毁人生的威力~


以前人和现在的人不一样,因为年代的差异~也就是时间的差异

现代的人和现代的人不一样,因为*地方的差异

*也不排除其他众多可能性,只略作例子之一

*地方只是做一个广泛的省略作用,其真正范围甚广~

可能非常仔细地看,每个人都好像都不同,不过拿两个地方而论的话,美国人会有他们的一贯作风,大马人也会有自己独一无二的作风,如果能找到大马人会有美国人的作风的话,可能就是“从美国带回来的吧”

人能改变人,

人是互相影响的,所以当你跟另一个伙伴过得不愉快的话,请不要把责任都往自己身上扛

我们不是第一批到地球上的人类,所以我们现在遭遇的,可能以前人也曾遭遇,人生本来就是一个再循环的圈圈,从婴儿,到小孩,到少年,到青年,到成年,到中年,到老年~然后飘入它界,另一个人又在另一个地方开始这个循环圈圈~

思想造就个人,个人造就人生~

造就思想是一种长期性的东西,也是只有自己才能改变的东西~

改变思想的当儿可能会面对一些绊脚石,比如说“恐惧”,“习惯”,“人为因素”,“环境因素”~

给自己一点时间,一切还是可以重来的,今天还是属于今天的,明天依旧新~


*再次感谢生日祝愿我的人们,多一份祝愿就代表多一份关心,谢谢

*愿天上的外婆安好 :)

Dec 8, 2008

I fell in love~~

I fell in love with..

Final fantasy X-2

if u don't know what is FF X-2 click here for wiki help~!


Long time nvr played d,I finished the game once with only 53% completed during my last long holiday.

So this holiday I gonna play it again~!! Ya from the beginning, 0% XD

Hopefully I can get the mission 100% solved bcs if this happened,guess wat,as a reward I gonna earn a nice and happy ending scene,if not the ending is gonna be SAD~~no i don't want a sad ending~!no no no~~

My progress so far: 43% solved

My YUNA~!!:gunner-mastered,songstress,white mage

MY RIKKU~!!:thief,black mage,with a nice nice accessory which made me so happy

MY PAINNE: warrior-mastered,gun mage-with a very very nice accessory which decrease hp,mp and all defence but greatly increase attack,which suits paine character,don’t wanna talk too much,just KILL~!!

Wahahaha..so basically my yuna will do the supportive job ( curing or cast protecting shell),my rikku will do the flim flam~!!and steal some useful stuff or even rare items~!! If u have “master thief”,and my paine do the attack~!! Charge~!

Now,if I gonna finnish the game in a short time,I gonna forget all the meetings and job as a private driver for my sis and mom ,but unfortunately I got to meet some friends later at terbau city mall~! nooooooo~~~

Uhh so forget about it..

Lol just kidding and u could just ignore the word “unfortunately” and the "noooooo"

And ya,I guess Final Fantasy is an essential part of my life ..hahaha

My kimari would have said this:

My Yuna is so polite~

My RIkku is so cheerful~

My Paine is so cool~

FF is nice,kimari likes it~

*blitz ball no more,but we have sphere break and lotsa mini games,although they can be really boring~*__*

thankeeeeeww sphhorr readhinnng~~~~see yew shoooon~~


Dec 5, 2008

上线·下线

最近的几天,总得在晚上把自己变成忙碌的猫头鹰。有一阵子都没有尝试“功”作狂的忙碌,原来我还没有失去本能。一旦开始,就停不下来;就怕没了“情绪”。熬夜赶作业,是一种当学生的共同记忆,还可能刻骨铭心;将来一定会怀念。

就算拿假,还是不能闲不下来。个人的创造力也不能停滞,最多只能怠慢;累积的作业也越来越高,尤其是户外作业。老师们都很宽容,但现实不厚爱。现实的要求就像是一种圣旨,违例者的下场都一样难堪。忽然想到,我那时许了愿望,希望这个学期能如同往常;看来我是奢望了,反到是冥冥中,我早有直觉;但我排斥相信直觉,因为它与幻觉只有一线之差。

有时候,夜间上线的目的就为了与那些晚上才回家的伙伴们,讨论,构思并布置作业。但最大的乐趣却不是解决“功”事。“醉翁之意不在酒,在乎山水之间也”,好一句名言。

网络就如所说,有这样的好处,无论我在哪里,都只离你一个屏幕的距离……

最近,连一些君子之交或老被我打击的人也会脱口说想念我,可见我缺席很久了。这也许并不奇怪,人相处久了就会有感情,有的浓,有的淡,而有的是一种习惯……

离开小社会,我还真害怕我的唇枪功力会在近日的修身养性中而丧失;幸亏本性难移……这时,我庆幸我的年代有网络这种东西,让我不至于在与外界断了来往后,就变成一个柔弱的顺民……

网络栽培出了快人快语,还没搞清楚状况,一旦按了enter,就覆水难收。在冒出打击人类心智的话后,总会无意被旁观者洗脑一番,然后开始谴责自己缺乏良心;于是同情心开始作祟……我不是没良心;所以自我结论出来,也许我是一个不懂得说话艺术的人……


或许我该收敛,相信无论是现实或网络中的人类,都比我想象中来得感性; 去相信两性都是心灵脆弱的动物,应该平等对待;去相信无论看似多么油条的人,还是会 “受伤”……虽然这是阅历过的真理;但不知道为什么,我只是说“或许我应该相信”而已……


网络让人只隔着一个屏幕的距离,很接近很快速,
但它却永远无法隔空传送温度;
它因个人空虚而虚拟;因个人富足而真实……

Dec 3, 2008

yo yo~

*this is a timer-post:D

just wanna say congratz to bio-people who finnish their stpm today..
and good luck to physics people who taking their last paper tmr wahahhaha

good job buddies~

Dec 1, 2008

时间的玩笑

时间的玩笑

时间快,人也变得快,

才那么久没有见面,大家都变了,

变在哪里,一时也说不上来,

可能一方面是自己的观点也变了吧,可能是太久没见面变生疏了,

回到新山,意味着新的开始,

subang住了一段时间,突然搬回家反而要重新适应新的生活,

假期才放了一个星期,怎么觉得像是一年了,

一年半的时间,反而好像转眼间的事,

呼一声就过了,

只想说,到现在为止,我并没有后悔选择这条人生道路,

这一致都是我想要的。。

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