May 31, 2009

project 37 (end)

多变

Terminator salvation 里,sky net 领导人,一个超高智慧的机器领导者,看到了一点:要达到一个目标不只有一条路;而绕道却不代表走远路,因为你不必经过树倒阻路的明显道路。
在好人Marcus的保护下,成功地把Kyle Reese从坏人手中救出。但他不知道他正在一步一步地把Kyle 带进敌人的圈套中。简单地来说,敌人让他们从自己手上逃出,就是要将他们引入自己的总部。这就是圈套中的圈套,从险境中逃进入地狱。
既然认为紧张只会成为你的障碍石的话,你就得设法把它弄掉。如果知道压力只会让你的去路更艰难的话,就应该把它弄掉。如果认为快乐会让你更快更短的时间把任务达成,那就把它找回来。
绝望原本就应该被留在后面,把它‘绝对忘掉’的东西,因为路确实不是只一条。

project 37 (19/20)

企鹅村

想象题,在一秒钟之内把你眼前的人都想象成企鹅,这个世界就会变成了企鹅村。

如果眼前的人是黝黑的,那就是只黝黑的企鹅;如果眼前的人是较高大的,那就是个高大的企鹅。等等

效果:很多,有待自己去发掘

‘喂,我真的觉得你很讨厌也’

‘你糟透了~

‘很想拿皮鞋丢你也~

如果以上的话是从人的口中说出,你是不是会很想揍扁那个人?但如果是企鹅的话,你会觉得它好可爱哦。秘诀在于丰富的想象力,你也可以是个很有耐性的企鹅。

哈哈

project 37 (17/20)

起飞

‘我好怕坐飞机哦,感觉随时都有掉下的可能。’

‘其实说到飞行,我比较怕起飞的时候多过降落的时候’

这些很明显是对现代科技缺乏的信心。或是对本地航空的二手飞机的一种质疑。

小时觉得坐飞机事件很好玩的事,第一次坐飞机应该是四岁那年。那时因为东奔西跑,结果上到了另一辆直升机上面。最后得由妈妈跑到上面来叫我,才险些没被带到异国他乡。不过那时毕竟是那时,因为那时还不知道飞行的可怕。

试想象,飞机在起跑冲刺到机身倾斜,倾斜当儿只要机师控制不恰,机尾过于过渡倾斜,或风向不恰,导致机尾着地,这可不是开玩笑的。先会是剧烈的摩擦,导致机头猛上昂;机尾会继续往前挂去;一阵激烈的旋转,加上零件散落,并燃起烈火,虽然存活的可能性是存在,不过没有正常的人会愿意接受这项挑战吧,上天的挑战。只要大自然轻轻一使力,一座城市马上夷为平地,一辆飞机马上变成烂铁,还关它是duralamin制的可否。

好吧,也许是我想太多了~

Never fight against nature force.

Gravitational force.

一想到起飞时,飞机正在对抗的是地心吸力,心情就会有些紧绷。

project 37 (18/20)

暴走


这题目让我想起一个儿时阅读的漫画,要想是叫“烈火暴走”或是“暴走兄弟”什么的。听到这个词汇,心中好像燃气了一把火一样,或散发的力量,变成了暴走的能量,好像能腾云驾雾的感觉。要想在一次痛快地暴走。无尽头地奔跑,豪迈地踏出每一步。


遇见地雷满地的敌营时,不怕被地雷炸得粉身碎骨,继续暴走

遇见荆棘丛丛的荒林时,不怕迷路被荆棘割破皮肉,继续暴走

遇见陷阱满地的黄山时,不怕掉入无底深渊爬不出,继续暴走

遇见逆水长流的瀑布时,不怕半途被急水猛打摧残,继续暴走


只要还有一丝气息在,就不停地往前冲,冲到一个遥远的前方。

这个地方是之前陷在荆棘里,在地雷阵里,站在陷阱里,被逆流随波而去的人们所达不到的一个天地。

relativity:天地一圆,刚中有柔,柔中带刚;有吸有呼,有收有发;收吸呼发,气形一圆

*inspired by Derek's question about focusing.

project 37 (12/20)

yesterday was a tiring day too.

locations:
laguna>dim sum shop>cs office tower> cs inner city>cs cinema

apologize: sorry that i cant make it to jusco terbau city. it's like i just missed an important discussion.

song of the day:


Notes of appreciation:
DD: thanks for everything he did for our new house.

Mei: making a daily routine plan for me,including stretching,and dietary plan.

Ms.N:thanks for all the jokes except for the one claiming that i'm a casanova=.=||.(hmm Malaysian huh) btw when asked how to pronounce engineer. i stressed too much on the first syllabus,she corrected me, should stress on the Gi syllabus instead.she said if not one must sound arrogant when stressing the En syllabus,but i made her believe that stressing the Gi syllybus can be arrogant too, in a very exagerating way :P
Ms.J: thanks for treating all the kit kats and drinks

B.L: my fashion supervisor+don't mind to watch terminator for the second time,although i was like: " are you sure?" " are you sure?" for 3 times, but his determination is set, he said terminator is worth for that.For Arnold's sake, yes it's worth that much.

Moon: shared the papers with me.inspiration to try your best every time at any time in your life.
Enrique: making weird sounds along with me.she is very clear that in life, most of the time we are not given the second chance, like what Marcus (terminator) said :"everybody deserves a second chance." dream on~~

Louis:as usual a hyper man + a little bit of workaholic.. don't mind lying down on the dirty carpet to take our photos.yes yesterday was a modeling session, or lesson either way,and the lesson is practice smiling often to prevent unwanted,disturbing expression which is disappointed to see.His body covered with sweat, and that's sexy :D hehe
Joe:another camera man, o Bouchard told me he is an english teacher too, that surprises me.
Md: tried hard to laugh, but not that successful ,still i laughed because of that

Michelle: inspiration of being talkative and serious at the same time~
Mr.Hari: inspiration to be passionate with burning fire in the heart but cool about physics~
David: thanks for giving info about Melbourne
Sf: thanks for helping me to look for accommodation
utopian: thanks for telling me more about engineering

thanks for reading.

project 37 (14/20)

睡觉

睡觉是多么幸福的一件事;心灵上,思想上,身理上的一种享受。

人岁越高的人,越能享受到睡觉这种平静的活动。

‘Tell me about your name, your hobby and your dreams.’

‘My name is Bon, hobby is sleeping and dream is astronomer.’

‘then why are you here in pm(pre-medicine) class?’

‘maybe I’d like some challenges.’

睡觉可以是爱好,但它跟其他的爱好不同的地方是。你对它的喜爱会因着日子的流逝而增加。

小时,睡觉很爱翻来翻去。

记得有一次生活营中,我们三人共枕一床,那是个89年前的晚上。没有刮风,没有下雨。只有角落的鼻鼾声。

那个角落位子的是睡觉会打鼾的,所以被排拆了,但他不介意,继续在那里打着鼾。我们三个下午的谈话内容:

“我睡觉不会乱踢的啦,别担心。”

“我妈妈说我睡觉整晚都是笔直着身体的。”

“那就好,我想我也不会有什么大问题。”

但是隔天早上醒来发现:

睡在我左边和右边的AB竟然调换了彼此的位置,而我还是躺在我自己的位置上。

撞鬼了,昨晚到底发生了什么事,到今天我还没瞧出个所以然来。

project 37 (16/20)

乒羽篮

小学时就喜欢上乒乓这项运动。不过话说回来,那时也有打篮球和羽球。篮球选拔,还蛮多人去参加的,因为那是一个周会后的聚合。老师叫那些要选拔篮球的同学在周会后要留下来。结果留下来的既然有那么多,一半以上是想翘课的吧。我选择了留下。由于人数太多,选拔就靠带球上篮决定,我当时好紧张结果球带不好,自然也进不了。
还有一项进不了的是。。。
乒乓。对,我的强项怎么会进不了呢,原因既然是:当时我在选拔时用‘直拍’的握法,老师说那是不被允许的,比赛还没完,我就被淘汰了。从那天起,我就改练‘横拍’握法,希望在下一次的比赛中能脱颖而出,但是在比赛还没举办前,我就已经毕业了。
羽球,是让我拥有最大挫败感的体育项目之一,即赛跑之后。那时我差一名就可以进入的校队,现在也在历史中不能挽救了,可能是当时存在着两个梦的关系。到今天我还记得 我被淘汰掉的最后一场比赛的对手的名字里的一个字—耀。打败我后他还有种抱歉的表情,因为我们都知道,那场比赛我的灵魂根本都不在场,它跑到童军部去了。

project 37 (11/20)


愚公移山的故事可曾听过?大概就是有一个名叫愚公的人他要到村B 去,却因为上山的路途坚跋,才打算把山铲平,哪知道这种不可思议的举动,既然曾为后人的一种方便,有点前人种树,后人乘凉的感觉。与其说愚公笨,倒不如说他笨得与众不同,因为他看见别人看不见的东西可能性。还有就是加上他的实际行动,不可能的事,最后变成可能了。之前没有人相信,之后每个人不得不相信。这也证明了,想象不到,不一定不能达成。但,要达成这项任务实在不简单,首先还得接受人们的冷嘲热讽、风吹雨打;凭着傲骨的重量站着,毫不受阻力的干扰。

一日爆红的Susan Boyle,未成名前也只不是英国小村庄里的一个默默无名。上台的第一次,即使找到评审们得吐曹却,继续保持乐观,在毫无受外界阻力影响的情况下,好好地凭着自己的歌声打动世界的每一个人。如果说她得了满分,一半的分数,我说该归功于她的大将之风。

One small step leads to a giant leap.当初在地球还没有火箭,还没有太空人前,每个人都把登上月球当成是一种笑话,毫不理睬;今天,它已普片得被遗忘在历史记载里了。人们都要看新的,他们热切期待着,但一房容不得二身,如果不遗弃旧的思想,新的是不会出现的。

May 30, 2009

project 37 (13/20)

反对派

天地分为两大派--relativity

“yes man” 的确是部值得捧场的电影,来到现实世界真的会有像在故事里头的主角一样好的结局吗?首先是机缘巧合的相遇,到了甜蜜的二人世界,然后是秘密的发现和两人的不合,最后主角了解了真正的自己后,对女主角真心的告白,赢取了女儿家的芳心。真是个美好的结局啊。

我倒认为反抗派也没什么不好。如果一人对什么东西都没了要求到头来虽然他得到了,不过没有人会因为得到一样东西而感到快乐吧,每个人都想得到自己像得到的东西,一样有价值的。

‘你认为我这个project 37的概念如何’

‘嗯,我认为很好,很适合继续执行下去。’A

‘你认为project37 需要被执行下去吗?’

‘没有这个必要,因为久了不只累坏了读者,自己也被搞得疲惫不堪’B

当中你比较喜欢A还是B的想法呢?

选择A的朋友,你是属于支持派的;而选择B的朋友很明显是反对派。

我认为B 的答案值得作参考,原因是进步的空间.很多时候当我们得到一些东西时,我们没有考虑到背后的价值,陶醉在胜利的感觉中只会让我们停顿更久。

所以对任何事情都带有反对派的思想,必要时做做荒谬的结论,这就是人生中的突破。

灵感自-我人生中的几位至圣先师。

May 29, 2009

project 37 (15/20)

易信
易信并非疑心,也不是异心,是容易+相信
人生中的抉择,往往难题就是关键,你自问:“我应不应该冒这个险。”
如果不冒,你不受伤,但你没得到
如果冒了,你可能受伤且一无所有,或你不必受伤且有说收获
‘是不是应该相信他?’有时我选择不用相信这个字,因为他的威力太大了
该问的是:“如果你是他,你喜不希望被接纳?”
如果答案是:“是” 那么就相信他吧
有时觉得我做人未免自私,谈及到感情方面的事情似乎有点冷血,未及考虑到他人感受前,就以快刀斩乱麻的方式,斩草除根,这就是以前到现在的我。如果政治需要的是改革来进步; 我需要的就是换头、换尾、换心
尝试找到另一个‘开心的我’
这篇好无聊哦
就当作是给自己的告诫。时间,开始忘掉它的存在了,重要的是在于的空间和发生的事

May 27, 2009

project 37 (7/20)

心感
“my first impression about him is..he is a warm person”
B.L

That means he is not cool la~
=___=



心灵的感应是一种看不到的东西,人们都知道它的存在~常常,在这个世界上的那么多人当中,千千万万的人当中,会有几个会给我们留下好印象。
当然我们也得顾虑到以貌取人这一章,不过这不是真正外在的东西,它更加的深藏于心中。有人叫它心灵的声音,也有人说它是心与心之间的频率。当然它就是我所说的心感。
老爸常提到让别人留下的印象很重要,一个人需要注重穿着与整洁,仪表和态度。我呢,却觉得乱糟糟的头发还蛮游行的~不过这几个月来,我似乎有所转变,现在我反倒比较喜欢工整一些~
有好多事情,一旦错过了它的时机,再想去做也没有它的意义了~所以我不认为做事要三思而后行是什么好道理~倒觉得那有一点婆婆妈妈~
“儿子会比较驯一点” 我在想怎么把用来形容的动物的东西用在我身上~
我承认这一点,不过我还是比较喜欢不耐烦时候的我~一些东西是不用说出来的,人们用心来聆听,耳朵暂且可以放在一旁,也不用浪费口沫来长篇大论一番~睡觉是好的享受,但是人家说话中昏昏欲睡的话就不是什么好事了~
不过心感不代表不说话~最怕有一天,如果世上的人都变成了哑巴,那我们和蚂蚁和狗狗又有什么分别~心想和嘴巴是两个不同的事,我们只需把两样不同的事,同步演化出来,那就形成了一种说话(的艺术)。
Mr.Hari 曾经说过pm16是他看过最会用心灵感应的方式来沟通,因为我们上课时都不说话。最后他还加了一句:我们真像是处在zedi night 里~
我觉得心感真是害人不浅,有些人想听到你的声音,却听不到;哪怕到了连对方声音都听不到的时候,就一无所有了~

May 26, 2009

project 37 (10/20)

脱胎换骨
有些话如果没有说得洒脱一些,它就不是人们想听的了

我说,做人,每天都该脱胎换骨

早上。。
“咦怎么头感觉重重的~” 果然我生病了。生病的感觉,没有因为年龄的增长而改变,还是免不了会有情不自禁的申咛声;也还是会感觉到全身无力,眼睛也难打开。缩短地说,就是睡觉天,一整天就躺在那里,不想胡思乱想的我,努力尝试着睡下。没有吃药的我,才刚睡下就做了恶梦,如果一定要用成语来形容的话:祸不单行~
但是,人只要活着,就难免会胡思乱想,我也不例外。想啊想,怎么都是些不好的事情,一些让我身感罪恶的遗憾与过错。咦,好像找回童年的感觉了~虽然只有那一刹那,不过当局者迷的我好像突然变成了旁观者清了,相信我之前也有写到的—顿悟。

不知怎的,又有好多抱歉的话,却没有开口的动力。生病生得全身痛处,但还是从中找到脱胎换骨的灵感,我想这就是—疯狂

是的经过这场小病,我又再次感受到生老病死的‘病’,有一点想当医生,因为这样可以造福人间。可能这就是所谓的宿命吧,我没有当医生的命。救人不一定要医生才能做到的,我深信,昨天的我永远是昨天的,而明天的我会是全新的。
我又脱胎换骨了~

project 37 (9/20)

未来

未知的将来

未到来~

未到来~

未到来~

我想,从一出生每个人就有一个观念,那就是时间是打直的走。如果哪一天时间是往倒反的方向走,世界会是怎样的? 有些事情是无法想象的~

如果我们的生活以倒反的曲调走,就像是播着倒反的歌,还会是动人的旋律吗?没有人知道

高人有一个说法,拿出一张纸,在纸上画上两点。如果要你以最短的距离把两点连接上,行吗?三、二、一,很多人的答案,会是划一条直线,无论怎么想都想不到还有一个更短、更简单的路程,那就是只要把纸合上,两个点不是碰在一起了吗?这是科学家想出的简单模式来解释‘虫洞’的运作~这是一种推测,搞不好是哪个普通人的白日梦,演变成科学家团队试着证实的推断~最后演变成课本上的读物~而身为学者的我们已经习惯以论文上提到的论点来思考,完全就没有发挥到原始古代科学家精神~

就因为时间是往前走,往后走的定义根本不在解释范围内了,因为名词始终是名词。

如果预知未来的量来取代了这些感觉:

期待、努力、成就、满足、疑惑、深思、困扰、神秘、好奇、无知、不完美、求上进、坚持、突破、害怕、松了一口气、紧张、意外、歉疚、遗憾、回忆、感慨、成长、尝试

你还会考虑接收这种力量吗?

我想这个问题可考倒我了。

站在学校门口~

“糟了,忘了带书包来啊~”“真的吗?你把它放在哪里?”“家里的沙发床上。”

过了半个小时,一辆德士把书包送到。

“怎么你会迟到?”“考试了还迟到,快坐下。”

不知怎的,停笔了大家都还在写,可能是做得太快了吧~

“刚才怎么你那么快就写完了啊?”“只有十题啊,怎么做那么久。”“后面还有十题啊。”

原来还有后面~

“你后面怎么留空?”“我不知道后面还有~ “哪里有这样的理由的,没有做就拿零分。”

“对不起,我下次不敢了。”“这次我放过你,不要有下次了。”

project 37 (5/20)

气球论II

经过了一段讯问的日子,我明白了。

之前谈论过一些对人类的观察所得到的结论,在一些方面是起不了作用的

原来男生和女生是要分开来谈论的,而不能统一地称人类罢了

为什么男生女生不能化作‘人类’一起谈论呢?

希望不是我sexist,而是他们两者同是一种动物,同是有四肢的,同是高智慧的高等生物,但其实在思想上是有些差距的。

首先说,

人心不足蛇吞象

真正的意思大家可曾想过,明白了又可曾体会过呢?

给与一个简单的画面,很快就能了解:

从前有一个穷人,他靠着耕田过活。这时的他,有一顿丰富的晚餐就很满足了

几年后,他有了鸡只,他想要羊羊

几年后,他有了羊羊,他想要牛牛

几年后,他有了牛牛,他想要木屋

几年后,他变成了有$人。这时的他,有一间小砖屋就很满足了

几年后,他变成了有$$人。这时的他,有一块地就很满足了

。。。

。。。

。。。

好像在玩Harvest Moon =.=||

这就是人心不足,蛇吞象的例子。可以从以上的小故事观察到,其实这可能就会永远地演变下去,是没完没了的。像Harvest Moon里一样,以此类推下去,直到生小孩,小孩又开始了老爸的圈圈~

想一想,原来我们的人生不也是这样吗?

一首百听不厌的歌~在听了一千次之后,带子应该都已经听烂了吧,就会move to 下一张新专辑或是另一首更适合自己心境的歌~

绕了一大圈,想要说的是,就因为人心不足蛇吞象,所以J.S.Bass 的论点是可能发生的


男人放不下初恋,而女人放不下最后的罗曼史。’J.S.Bass

男人放不下初恋是因为:

初恋时的单纯~

因为在初恋时,知道的东西还不多,对于自己心灵上的空虚很快/很容易就能被满足了,所以过程是无比地甜蜜,新鲜且满足的

经过了几次的恋爱,一个呆呆的小男生已摇身一变变成了经验累积的大男生,这时恋爱变成了一种习惯。习惯性的事情每天都会发生:就像你早上起来会刷牙,会吃面包。到了点钟就会去上班/上课。傍晚要打篮球;晚上有定时看的节目等等~

潜意识下,它已成为一种必定会发生的事情了

好比一颗只会膨胀而不会收缩的气球~

当气被灌入气球里时气球会慢慢地膨胀,并在停止灌气时定型

如果下一次要在灌入气体让气球再次膨胀的话,你得花上更多的气量,甚至是原先的几倍也不一定,总的来说,它会比原先的多,这是不可否认的~

这也是为什么初恋的滋味是那么的不同。

找不会那种感觉,说穿了只不过是“气球已经很大了”,很难才能在使它膨胀。

定型了的气球无法被气充满,就好像人心永远是不满足地一样~很难再达到之前的满足感~

一个人如果没有活在当下,他就会好像行尸走肉般,完全对眼前的事物缺乏满足感~

也许这就是不懂得知足吧~

很多事情说穿了就不好了。故事不再美好~魔术不再能够陶醉人们~

有时甚至会愿意掏钱包去观看,就因为不知道其中的真相,说穿了就不好玩了,也没有人会愿意去看~

而初恋就好像当年第一次看见的魔术表演一样~

女人放不下最后的罗曼史:

这个问题真的考倒我了,毕竟我不是女生,却要以女生的角度去看~

无论如何这也只是我的看法,

女生比较知足~

可能,女生比较能够满足于现状吧~

她们为常清楚自己要的东西到底是什么~心里想要什么~

知道自己在哪里,该做的事情是什么~

对于这点,她们比男生更毫不犹豫地就能接受、并坚守一段恋情~

所以对她们来说每一段恋情都可能是她们的最后一段恋情~

也成为为什么放不下的原因~

这是男生没有的~

这里献上一些朋友支持Bass Statement的意见:

梁,以轻松的态度,认真对待这个问题:

梁:“lol 男人肯定放不下初恋的咯。第一次嘛。要忘记一个人确实很难,何况是要忘记和她在一起的美好时光。那更是难上加难。

我本身还没有初恋啦。不过有的话,我肯定放不下的。我甚至怀疑自己在初恋过后再也不会喜欢上其他人了。
第一,可能因为要永远保存与她之间的美好。第二,可能害怕找不回之前的感觉。 第三,可能已经害怕了,对爱情有阴影 XD

关于女人的罗曼史,去问女人比较好吧。”

礼,以沧桑的字眼,简短直说出自己的意见:

礼:“男人会寻找初恋的影子,至于女人嘛,我不是。呵呵!”


project 37 (6/20)

固定模式

一天有一只天鹅,一身银白色的羽毛,但天生怕水。一天青蛙约天鹅到池塘戏水。天鹅听了很害怕,害怕水池深不见底的,随时都有下沉的可能性。不过同时,他也不想太过扫兴。

乌龟是天鹅的朋友,他鼓励天鹅要鼓起踏出第一步的勇气。

天鹅虽然万分地不愿意但,最后还是勉强地去了。路上遇到一只狐狸,狐狸有着一身的红毛。红色是攻击性颜色。

“能不能让我在你脖子上咬上一口呢?”狡猾的狐狸问道

你们猜,天鹅怎么回答?

青蛙跳走了,乌龟也躲到壳里去。一个是相约结伴的好友,一个是精神上的支柱。两个遇难逃跑,白鹅却赤裸裸的,没壳躲也没力跑。

接下来又怎样呢?许多人会料想天鹅跑到池塘,跳下水去,从此就不再怕水了,对吧。。可是。。

天鹅的勇气并没有因为怕水鹅灭去,因为接下来的一秒钟,他就会自我保护,攻击、攻击 再攻击。

狐狸毙命当地,乌龟和青蛙佩服天鹅的勇气。从此三者成一圆,圆心到永远。

这里就是结尾了吗?每当出现‘到永远’我们都会认为那就是结尾吧,电影也不因播出制作人的片尾就代表结束,站起要离开时才看到真正的结尾,离开的人只有错失了这个机会。

狐狸育有三子,那天雪下,动物们都跑到自己的气息地去冬眠了。。。

冻死。。梦。。幻觉。。银羽毛。。孩子的病。。解药。。

开场时就提到天鹅,我们都错把它当成是主角了,真正的主角是。。

这就是可能性的威力,往往我们忽视了它;在我们绝望时出现,天使般的力量,意外的感觉,无非是之前忽略掉他的力量才感受的----奇迹

固定模式,相信你我身上都能找到;夜晚是非常需要圆月的陪伴,但我想我也能接受偶尔的半弦乐~

May 25, 2009

project 37 (4/20)

考场~

好久没有上考场了~考场就像战场,如果不是胜利就是失败~ 现实的世界的中没有借口的容身之处~这是踏入社会我所学到的第一戒条~

第一次上考场时的场景,已经被后来的考试海浪冲散了,模模糊糊中的人生,这一块记忆中的碎片始终找不回来~

有时不自禁的人会做白日梦,梦见的不过是小叮当里的时光机,忍不住盼望它会弥补我们过去曾踏烂的地方,或许如果不能挽回,还能做到的是抢救。

人生中的第一次,就这样,献给了我的母校宽柔四小~如今不知到底考了多少场试,如今人会觉得无奈,毕竟我不喜欢等待的感觉~


人不要有傲气,但要有傲骨


nice song at the beach~

等待新学期的到来~

等待考试的到来~

等待入考场的检查队伍里~

等待找寻考场的位置~

等待教管们发卷子~

等待考试前的那五分钟~

等待教官们喊停笔~

等待成绩放榜的那一天~

然后又是等待新学期的到来~

如果我是棵树,家庭是我的根,四小就是我的干~

培养我打乒乓的家~把握晒得黑黑的篮球场~让我失败中爬起来的赛跑~让我不顾一切拔足远腾的跳远池~还有让我从获新生的那句话~

人不要有傲气,但要有傲骨

万丈高楼从地起,今天我会是怎样的人,一半要归功于四小~

今天在次踏上考场的感觉,跟着年龄不同的上百人~少了份当年的紧张~多了份考后的顾虑~有一个改不了的坏习惯,不自觉自己一直在重蹈覆辙着,可能是相信奇迹的人的做法吧~不过还是相劝各位,那最后五分钟最好不要用来检查 ~人毕竟也该有严肃的时候~

project 37 (8/20)

11.10.09

i urge the producer to stop making any game further~~~~
producer: " Come On, Dream~!"

May 24, 2009

project 37(2/20)

since i've started it i should fight till the end, although the end result is unknown~

lesson of the day:
be sure what you are thinking (an extension of the quote be sure what you are doing)

quote of the day:
"the key to happiness is...physical exercise"
Teddy "night at the museum 2"

Notes of appreciation:
project 37: if you wanna multi task, this is where you should start
DD: treat me roti kaya for breakfast, also not forgetting he called me twice in the exam hall (exam haven't started,it draws some attention of course) inspiration of who cares attitude ~

J.B: inspiration for being a committed person~

M.G: thanks for helping me to bind together my test papers neatly and show me my table when i arrived the exam hall

project 37 (3/20)

well today is already 24th of May, anyone still think i can make it to the 18 posts left?
if you are the type of person that believes in miracle, this shouldn't be too hard to imagine.

i like poetic phrase, and i like poetic songs too~ huh song can be poetic too, maybe some may ask , there you go, copied the link from derek's blog (Derek must have fell in love with it with the blog title "dearly beloved..kingdom hearts):

song of the day:


when blogging becomes routine i start to think it's actually a waste of time:P
daily i take about 1 hour to blog, it's kinda like a process, from daily activities recalling, ideas generating,song searching with youtube's engine, to looking through friends blog to get some inspiration, 1 hour is actually fair enough but meaningless (depends on how you look at it), that's why: a waste of time when you can do something else better, like playing cod4?(ok this is the worst i could thought of,but you get the idea) :)

events of the days:
being absent for few days+ my poor memory, do you think i still can recall that far?
ha general ideas:
jb-kl > friends' meeting > tests> kl>jb

notes of appreciations:
DD: thanks for the long lectures~:D (although i don't quite like long lectures but his is an exception)

Derek: i got to sit ipoh car although the number plates start with W (kl's plate)... i got to watch night at the museum 2~i got to eat at A&W (you cant find this in JB i assure you) next time drive more carefully k, haha or you would get more scratches on your car)
quoted Derek (touchy-touch):
" Being late to cinema is nothing, what it matters is the person who accompanies you *puke sound*"
the departing gesture (copyrighted from the movie star trek "spock's alien gesture) was dramatic lol~we never thought of becoming actors but we have that kinda genes you see LOL~

Chiat&Louis: we had dinner at AC (we missed the after-dinner brother beer though)
appologise that this time it's kinda rushing for me so we only got to meet for a brief night but i promise a better meeting before i go "far far away singapore"
quoted Louis:
"my name is Bon" with handshake gesture and a grin
quoted me:
"my name is Lee Kah Woon" about the same gestures
*this is an old time joke of PM16 mates
Chiat: driving Julia's sis car, excitedly offered to be my personal driver at a constant time interval
Shan: we got to meet at AC~he does change abit, but the heart is still the same~quoted shan:
"hey,i'm still the same Shan okay~"
we knew it~! deep in side you looks the same :):):)

Kath: i got to watch night at the museum 2 (but at the same time sacrificed the time for cod4)~ recommended her imu friends to us~ (Edward and who else???? oh no still my brain's problem, is time to change this 20 years old brain i think, it's either datas overloaded or virus infected lol)

Wy: reminder for me to get air tickets and everything settled soon,we are going to depart the around the same time to the same country, but different destination good luck to UQ~

Ll: good luck for local U enrollment,get UTM, so no need to go far~!

Mz: motivation for house hunting good luck for applied accounting 1+1degree course


take care friends
thanks for reading~

May 21, 2009

project 37

hmm talking about sleeping skills i really need to work on that,have to readjust my biological clock~
well back to the title, project37.. if you are wondering, 37 simply represents the number of posts, and a project is just the way i name it~ anyway it's just my aim for writing up to 37 posts for this month of course the more the merrier but i have to take into consideration of the quality also,not only the quantity, it's hard you see hahaha
project is a serious word, which means i'm serious >___<|| this is lame~

Quote of the day:
"cameras don't capture smell"
coincidence of the day:
wtf ( where's the fun?) life is so unpredictable. talking about coincidence,this is:

i simply typed in project37 and that's what i found.

video of the day:

this is craziness~

Notes of appreciation:

Mom: today's special 'fish tempura' is good. my cooking skill polisher and always give good advice on healthy diet~actually i has less worries about my diet,because she kept most of the worries for me~:) Dinner was great also, noodle soup,package one, well instant mee whateva you call that, it's still home cook so it should be nice~
Note: home cook is termed as a title/rank here~by me of course

Chen: thanks for teaching me the correct posture of concentrating a chi, btw today is the first time i experience the presence of chi, it's incredible ~! my second class.

Ms.N: (i still owed her lotsa homeworks>_<>

Louis: well he raises the lame question from Ms.N and when he handed over my hp to me he said :" this is Bon"
"this is not me." *taking over the hp*
thanks for noticed that i changed my phone too ( wow you changed your phone. this phone is nice ) hehe

Bouchard: he gave me his msn, since today is his last class.. like acting espcially 2 persons dialougue drama, all by him self XD nice to know him ( his msg: really nice to know you, keep in touch....his msg ended with :if any) i have no clue about that, it might be:
" if any problem just call me."
or
"if anything happen just call me."
or
"if anyone want my number, just give it to them."
....
ST: we worked together well as a team, as a new caster to be exact

Ms.Jazz: she planned to use our photos in her company's website, that made us her models..i was regretted that i didn't wear nicely, and having the rojak smell ( i took it at 3.00pm,dad's offered me,claiming that it's popular in pelangi) it's just not right to do the modelling thingy, and luckily,thanks to the limitation of today's technology, cameras don't capture smell.
and that makes the quote for today:D

Derek: still my motivation to blog~ i try to set a goal~ like 20 more posts for this month? haha let's break the record, in my memories i didn't recall any numbers more than 20~ that's sux~
(but this should be the last post of the week, since i'm going to KL during the weekends)
so this is post no.1 under the project 37~!

thanks for supporting~


declaration: up to so far, please be clear that i'm not an Illuminati. yes i like perfect symmetry , yes i like sciences, no i'm not anti-god and i'm a free thinker~:):):)

May 20, 2009

new life starting soon~

yo what a day made, today is Wednesday, sui~yobi in japanese meaning the day of water :)
wow what i have done? really need to list them all out~ ?too bad i'm not gonna do that haha anyway as usual i would just list out people to thanks~

oya coming Saturday i'm going to KL,so if you happen to read this, don't pretend you didn't see yea lol

questions of the day, a painful one:
Is engineering what i really want?
i hope i know the answer soon, but who will answer me anyway? well guess only myself :D

song of the day:

have some laughs :D hahahaha

cheerful event of the day:
my pc was repaired, yes pc's pc was revived, no not my 'kinda slow mo ' vista laptop, is my pc that's capable of certain important things, like cod4 playable , i haven't tried, but talk about positive thinking it should be like that.


Notes of appreciation:
myself: for opening the eyes the whole day and close it when necessary
dad: email me somehting and made all of us laugh,yes all of us, and among that, his laughters are the loudest~ that made him the best medicine haha
sis.Angel: i saw your photos on facebook~ great~!! haha Toyota Corolla for months, so cool~!
w705: helping me to realise how suck was my n73,anyway not that suck actually :P when comes to camera n73 is actually better ( i think pm16's mates surely have doubts on this)..but true the quality of the photos is better despite that it's slow~slow but not steady kinda thing~

smart-i.B&G: for patiently reformat the corrupted systems and install a new anti-virus for my sick computers, yes not only humans, computers can be sick too,and i get sick when they get sick~haiz..

layyen: i could almost feel how eager you wanna blog, but just too bad, haha too bad (i'm letting out this sacarsm while pleasurely tapping my skillful fingers on the keyboard, not the one for keys of course , and not the one that produce beautiful musics,it's the one that replaced ink and paper:P( no point doing this actually,since she cant read this due to banning of this site in her location now)

License.G: i got my P-license off, so i'm P license free now ~ and guess what i renewed my license in not more than one minute (minus of the time to take photos), talking about efficiency, two thumbs up same goes to her cuteness, if that's the way to define cuteness. well guess not ~

SF: recommended me a new friend and might be a new thanks for tommorow.:)

well guess i won't type too long for today..got some works to do~
thanks for reading.

境界·感觉

一早一起来就习惯性地察看电邮,看见一个不陌生的人的电邮却有着陌生的标题:hello ,我知道又是一段缘份的开始,没想到果真没错,这里是丽艳的来信,看到尾段就会明白的:

哈哈这里我们就借助‘人造的大自然---teachnology’来将中国的封杀打破,借助这个人造桥把可爱的丽艳带回这个空间~天下无难事,只怕有心人;谁说走投无路就不能绕道了,路是人走出来的吧~

还我一个双人的舞台~!

-pcbon-

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《境界·感觉》

什么时候开始,我也有了blog的习惯……这和从前的我一点都不搭。我不想自恋,不想被人窥视,不玩friedster,没有facebook,不喜欢看forward电邮,不喜欢清理Inbox,将近700unread email…handphone inbox时常爆满,删掉前头的,后头装满了成年信息。。。

但是,什么时候,我开始变成了偷窥狂,同时变成了一个暴露狂……然而,接下来的一个月,我却得在部落格都被封杀得情况下,改掉这种习惯……

或许说,blog的出现,让我有了一个遥望台,借别人的高度,看我看不见的风景……或许说,我成了别人的港口,时不时可以来我这儿靠岸。这个症状,这个比喻,谁也不知道何时能停止。blog的这一种风潮、习惯,又会在什么时候,无声无息地消失?

blog的这一种“感觉”会维持多久?

“感觉”这种东西,他来得无预警、谁也没法肯定它什么时候会走……怎么走?轰轰烈烈?平平淡淡?不知不觉?……

“感觉”可以伴一个人多久?他永远没有标准答案。他会升华,他会转变,他会毁灭……

我忽然感觉,我们是一道数学题,结果都是归零。只是,我们的方程式不同……

如果说我有一百岁的寿命,我已经活了五分之一;我会有一百岁吗?我感觉不会。如果说我有八十岁的寿命,我已经活了四分之一;我能活到八十岁吗?感觉很难,所以我手中剩下少过四分之一……

我感觉,我还有大概四分之三左右的筹码,但是人生中的“加价乘除”,又为我的四分之三伏笔,埋下许多的未知数。

消耗了四分之一的人生以后,我感觉我来到了另一个境界;我步入了另一个阶段,就像打game一样,升了level……

我感觉,现在的我,更加坦然踏实……

我回头看,看 20岁以前的我,淡淡地……

过往的执著、放不下的 “感觉”,在时间的无涯,人海的苍茫中,渐渐地被遗忘……时间长了、阅历多了,重新翻阅,也不会悲伤,只是淡淡地……

下一个二十年的我,又是另一个境界。你应该不会知道了,那年的我,可能已不再这里曝光……

继前阵子youtube被封杀以后,blogger也步上了wordpress\wretch\livejournal的后尘

我暂时不能做偷窥狂了,至此,暂时隐居了,在部落格被封杀得日子……

谁知道,或许明天,我就卷土重来了。。

丽艳

写于519 浙江 杭州

May 16, 2009

cod4? am i for real?

yes i'm, i did send my computer for reformatting and upgrading it if necessary base on the minimum requirement of its standard of : is cod4 a game that is accepted and performable in a smooth and nice way:D ohh wateva, as soon as it's cod who cares it's which version, i might go for cod2 if needed (since i cant bring my pc EVERYWHERE for obvious reason,which is it's too big and bulky,and my laptop only capable for cod2)

songs of the day:

click here:)

quote( linking park--new devine)

Give me reason
To fill this hole
Connect the space between
Let it fill up to reach the truth and lies
Across this new divide


events of the day:
cs- polishing my english pp-weihao got his nice haircut there,asad played with his psp,weiheng was late again:P leisure mall- angels (it comes before demons) and demons street-moving around hungry like eveything is eat-able mcdonald--eat and discuss (written some important notes in appreciations part)

notes of appreciation:


SF: she offered her help to look for accommodation for me, and would ask around her church friends ~

Kwai: got his new christian name today~ Samuel~! lol
Ms.N: today is teacher's day, it's her day of course,being extraordinarily funny (not quite like her in those usual days:P) and made my day
Asd: when he said he intend to buy a blackberries , i was reminded that i still haven't changed my HP~
How: got someone who can sell me w705 4gb for only 980 that's a more attractive price compare to cs's price lol
Heng: we share the same physics mind so who do you think i should watch angels and demons with? talking about compatibility 3 out of 4 of us today came from a physics background. i excalimed my strong feeling about being severely outdated my today's technology, dan brown wrote about this LHC (large hadron collider) about 10 years ago but today when they remade it in the movie only i got this piece of info..from now on, i don't believe what i'm seeing is the limit of the world's technology, one day i'll be the in a leading team of this catergory : technology ~!
Hao:inspiration of outing (well cant be denied: inspirations of outingsss too :P)

talking about careers,and their downgrades or upgrades name,i found brain storm in a group really works, in a perfect way:

upgrade of toilet cleaner:
"toilet bow polisher?"
"NO..cant be toilet bow"
"hygiene supervisor"
"environmental supervisor"
GOOD~ all

teacher
upgrade = information transfer engineer/human's soul engineer


downgrade of radio dj:
"
radio joker"
"audio wave transmitter"
"voice joker,coz they sounds like joker"
"voice jockey"
"crap-er"
"audio wave crapper"


downgrade of clerk:
"typer"
upgrade of clerk:
"fast typing machine"

downgrade of musician:
"sound instrumental engineer"
"piano bar pusher?"
"tadpole drawer"
"song player?"
"song maker?"
"noise maker"
LOL~ all

thanks for reading,yo~
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